She is broken

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If anyone knew her pain ,

What she locks inside.

No one would question her.

Her smile is what hides

all that pain deep inside.

She's afraid to tell you

how she feels and

what she knows.

What you did to her

all those years ago.

The reason she was so depressed

after your son's birth.

She put up with your bull shit

for so damn long it has taken a toll

on her happiness.


Don't you remember dumping her

getting back with her

just to break up with her

the next day?

Don't you remember

being such a jerk to her?

Only around your friends?

Why do you think

She stayed with you for so long?

She LOVED YOU

and sometimes she thinks

she still does?


Remember those nights

when she was asleep?

When you'd call the other girl

and tell her you love her?

She wasn't asleep

She heard you...

And yet she stayed...

All that time she stayed

because she swore she loved you.

She made up excuses like

"She's just a really good friend ."

That was bullshit and we all know it.


Oh do you also remember telling

your friends not to be with

her because she slept with her

cousin!

And that time you and her got back together

and you two walked  with the rest

of your friends to tank n tummy ?

What was it you said?

"I forgot you were here."

She went off on you...

To you she was just a piece of ass,

A pretty face...

and now she pays

every day, every night she cries

Because these scars will not fade.


Every time she sees you

She dives back into that dark hole...

twice a week she feels this pain...

And twice a week she has to tell herself

"For my son I must go on."

That's the only reason

She lives......

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