i watch you, adore you, praise your brilliance and humour.
i am a fool.
you shun me, you turn away from us.
we were never your friends.
i hate you, i plot your murder.
to be betrayed by a friend is a terrible thing.
i ignore you.
partially out of spite,
partially because there is nothing left to say,
there is no space in my brain to find words that can describe you
nor are there words terrible enough.
i am no longer a fool.
