Be Mine? (Phan)

Chapter six: mistakes

Dan's pov
I'm so stupid. Why did I kiss him? He clearly wasn't ready. He just came out to his parents for crying out loud. And the i kiss him. I fucking kiss him. I obviously knew he was sensitive. I guess since i found out he was gay, i thought he would like me automatically or something. How can i expect that from him when i can't do that for other people?

Phil's pov
I sat on the bathroom floor, crying. I liked Dan. He seemed like a nice person and he was really cute, but i didn't know him good enough to start a relationship. We haven't even known each other for a day.

Did i ruin every chance i could ever have with him? I hope not. Just because i didn't want the kiss, doesn't mean i don't want a relationship in the future with him. I might, but i don't know yet. Once i calmed down i opened the door Dan was sitting on his bed, zoned out. "Dan? Are you okay? I didn't mean to push you away. I mean, i did, but that's only because i don't know you enough yet. I like what you've shown me so far Dan. And maybe later on I will be ready, but not now. I just hope that when i'm ready, i'll get a second chance." Dan nodded "i understand Phil. I was an idiot to do that. You're not ready. You just came to terms with who you are." He smiled. "Thank you so much for understanding, Dan. "

Dan's pov

Today was a relaxing day other than what happened at the hotel. I decided to take care of Phil. He was sensitive. I was too when i came out to my parents.

I took him to book stores, clothing stores, art stores, and we walked around. I bought him some stuff too, hoping it would cheer him up. Near the end of the day we were headed back to the hotel. We sat on a couch in the lobby and we really got to know each other. Not like on the plane where we told each other our favourite things. We talked about our every day lives, who we wanted to be. Things like that. We had a really deep conversation. The whole time I had mad butterflies. Everything was perfect.

Phil's pov

After our conversation in the lobby, Dan and I headed up to our room. As we were getting ready for bed, my phone rang. It was my mom.  "Hello?" Silence. "Hello, Phillip. Your father and I had a lot to discuss. " she paused. " we have come to a conclusion. When school is over, you will come back home, pack your things. From there, you have a week to find another place to live." My eyes widened, then watered. "W-what?" I stuttered, praying this wasn't real. "Phillip, you cannot live with us. This... How should i put it 'lifestyle' you have chosen won't work in our household." And the it was silent again. She kicked me out. They're kicking me out. "No. No. This can't be happening" I need my family. I need something. I sobbed "DAN!" I screamed tears pouring out of my eyes.

Dan's pov

I ran to the washroom. "Phil? Phil? Are you okay?" I opened the washroom door, and there he was, sobbing on the floor. " I-I don't have a home." I knew automatically what that would mean. " oh Phil." I sat down with him, letting him lean his head on my shoulder. "It's going to ok."