Fear

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                                                           ONE THING WE HAVE TO FEAR IS FEAR ITSELF

My biggest fear use to be you know the usual. SNAKES!! but now my only fear is being left alone. Today I got the most shocking news I had ever received. The doctor wants to check me today. I'm so confused check me for what? Then in fine print BOLD letters reads final pregnancy test. I fall to my knees is what I want to do but I cant I just suddenly hesitate I cant breath, I feel like something has crawled up inside me and just died but it was much worse. 

I pace back and forth this cant be happening. NO not to me. Man I hope not but then I remembered last friday night with Jason States. That's when I knew what might happen. I was scared out of my mind all I could think of is this is where he leaves me................

They made me piss into a cup and wait 2 hours for my results. My test comes back and me and Jason have the most scared looks. And they tell me that I cant undo this that I was having a baby soon.............. 

I look up at Jason he just smiles he says i'm here to stay forever...................... Im just glad he didn't say THIS IS WHERE I LEAVE YOU....................

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