Love Poems For Him/Her

I'm not a stalker

My crush isn't in school today
I haven't seen him/her
This morning, during lunch, or after lunch
Or maybe he/she went to that
Fall Out Boy Concert?
I'm not sure if he/she is into that music

I'm not a stalker
I'm just very quiet and I secretly care

My crush had a haircut today
Reminds me of Justin Beiber for some reason
I like it
It makes him/her look cute
Is he/she trying to impress me?
Because it's working well
Very well

I'm not a stalker
I just admire the looks of him/her

My crush is looking at me, writing the poem
Is he/she curious of what I'm writing?
Should I tell him/her?
No, not until I'm done writing this...
Or maybe later...
Is he/she into writers or poets like me?
Or not?

I'm not a stalker... or weird
Love is forcing me to write these poems

My crush us talking to another boy/girl
And not me
Is he/she interested in this boy/girl?
What does the boy/girl have that I don't?
I don't like this boy/girl...
Not one bit
A bad impression lingers upon me

I'm not a stalker... or jealous
I'm just worried if this boy/girl is good or bad

My crush is smiling towards me
My heart skips a beat
Is my crush smiling at me?!...
Or someone behind me...
I turn around
No one
Was he/she really smiling at me?

I'm not a stalker
I just get excited over the smallest of things happening

My crush saw me this morning
Once
Twice
Three times
With a smile
Did I reply back with a smile?
Or did I ignore him/her?

I'm not a stalker
I'm just terrified if I didn't reply back kindly

I think a girl has a crush on me
She has been hugging me
Just because I complained I was freezing
And I haven't even asked
She is a very caring and kind girl
Could I fall for her?
Or think of her as friend?

I'm not... well, weird
I'm just worried if my crush could be jealous

My crush is wearing something cute today
It brings out his/her cute features
And it makes his/her hair look like silk
Did he/she do this to have my interest back?
Or does he/she just has a good sense of fashion?
Should I do that too?
Or should I just be proud with my clothes

I'm not... indecisive... or weird
I just don't know what to do anymore

I'm tired of making excuses
I just wanna say I love him/her
He/She is the reason why I want to go to school
The reason why I'm writing these poems
And the reason to live another day
But my anxiety is preventing me to say so
And I don't know what to do now

I'm not a stalker
I'm just scared that he/she won't feel the way...

... or does he/she?