My Bully

I want to forget.

Winters POV.

I sat in my small room as I cried. It had been a year since I cried.

And I got tired of being strong. Tired of being the adult.

Because I'm not and I can't handle it.

I took a deep breth and layed down on my bed. Taking another large breth I tried to rember what had happend yesterday.

1.After I had said my words to Louis I was droped and kicked so hard.

2. I cried on the ground for hours until I finally stood.

3. He had waited for me and I ended up beaten so bad I was put in the hospital.

And now I sit here feeling dead inside. I don't even understand how Perrie, Leigh-Anne, Jesy and Jade try to help me.

They're to good for a...Backstabing slut like me.

So from now on I have no clue who they are, my friendship with Louis never happend, Taila never existed, and I never met my Mum.

I'll just forget. At least I want to.