My Crush Has A Girlfriend

Introduction

Hello there

I'm Jovanna but usually my friends call me Jojo. I've been having an issue, this year in school, I met a guy at one of my classes. I did not feel anything right out of the gate...it took over a few months for me to start liking this dude and notice I had a crush on him. But as these things go...he has a girlfriend. Um, lucky me right!?

We flirted around but not Serous just like missing around, though there are some times that it's not a games. So once I realized it was wrong, i saw I was in trouble with this crush, I decided I would back off. I've made sure I'm not talking to him too much or sharing much about my personal life. I tell myself it's unreasonable to crush on him. I've also tried to look around for other guys. I have this guy friend who claims he wants to hang out, but has never made time to or set up a date. I'm not really looking for dates much right now, but I am trying things to make myself more appealing like doing my makeup more when I go out, exercising and talking to other guys.

Despite all this, I still like him! I still enjoy being around him and get excited to chat with him. And yet, I feel like I shouldn't feel this way and even told a friend I feel guilty about my thoughts and enjoying him since I know there's a girlfriend in the picture.

So let me tell you what has been going on in the beginning of this crush. Read on if you want.