Beside you (a Ashton fan fic) (In editing)

My Heart Hurts

Ashton P.O.V

"Haha!" Grace smiled, laughing at my awful joke. Her smile made my world spin, just some thing about her made my heart hurt. The way her hair fell on her face, and those eyes. Green like an avocado most guys wouldn't like it but me I loved them. Her lips looked so kissable and her height made it so I had to look down. Every time she would watch me, I wanted to smile. Grace was the most beautiful girl ever.

We walked eating ice cream, by the apocalypse ride.

"Oh my God! little kids are gonna do it!" She yelled and pulled my hand, making me want to hold her.

She was right, two little boys around 6 sat in a chair that threw them up about 5 stories high.

"They are mad!" I said watching them with wide eyes.

"I would never let my kids do that"

"You want kids?"

"Yup, already have the names sounds stupid I know" She smiled looking at the ground

"Let me hear?"

"No you'll laugh"

"Please?"

"Alright, I want my daughter to be named, Charlie Rose and my son Benjamin James and my other son Jonathan Edward. Corny I know but"

"No I love it" I smiled, and she blushed.

"Really?"

"Yeah, old but new" I just can't any more! We've only known for like two days and she's all I think about! I gotta get out! This whole love thing is driving me nuts! She is all I ever think about, and I don't know what to do! She basically friend zoned me. I kept playing the kiss over and over in my head, her soft lips, sweet taste and Sparks.

Graces P.O.V

"Okay we'll I had fun!" I called to every one.

"I'll walk you in!" Ashton came running over, and I approached my door.

"We'll thanks" I smiled and the door flew open.

"Oh hi mom"

"Where have you been?!"

"At six flags"

"Get in the house now!" My mothers souless green eyes stared me down.

"I'm sorry Mrs. Roberts if it's anyone to get mad at it's me."

"Stop don't just go before you get hurt" I wisperd and he gave me an odd look. My mother laughed and grabbed my arm pulling me into the house. The door slammed and my mother threw me onto the floor.

"Worthless piece of shit where is your father?" She asked

"I don't know he left"

"Where?!" She screamed and threw a glass vase at me. It shatterd around me on the floor. I felt blood trickle from my scull, and I just sat.

"I don't know maybe he left for ever"

"What?"

"Nothing"

"That's what I thought" She went up to her room and slammed the door.

"Bring me a beer!" She yelled and I stood, walking to the kitchen to make one.

"Here"

"Get out " I obeyed and closed the door, next thing I knew I was pushed down the staires.

"Ahh!" I fell and was pulled up.

"Where is your mother?" My father asked liquor scented him.

"In her room" He dropped me and went up, I herd a scream and ran up.

"Stop!"  My mothers scream filled the air and I ran in.

"Get off her!" I tried pulling my dad off but I was just thrown off. I stood back up and tried hitting him.

"If you don't get off it will be you next!"

I ran out and called my brother Johnathan.

"Hey"

"It's happening again hurry" I cried into the phone and ten minutes later he was here he ran into the house and to my moms room. Pulling my father out.

"What the fuck?!" My brother.pushed him down the stairway and dragged him our side. He came back in and locked the door. I ran up to him and hugged him, wrapping my legs around him like a kid.

"Take me away please!" I cried and he rubbed my back.

"I can't, and I've already tried"

"Please!"

"Grace they won't let me get legal costody of you. Try for one more year please? Your almost 18 and I promise that second I'll take you away!" I cried and he put me down.

"I love you" I hugged him and he hugged me back.

"Love you to" My brother was tall with brown hair and blue eyes. He owned a club in LA. He was always there for me and took much more of the hits than me.

"Okay I've gotta go, before mom comes" He kissed my forhead.

"Promise?".

"Promise" He wisperd and walked out the door, I cleaned up and went to sleep.

Ashton: I hope I didn't get you in trouble

Me: Nope just the usual :)

Ashton: Sorry wanna hang out

Me: Sure

Ashton:Good cuz I have to leave for the rest of tour soon

That hit me like a ton of bricks, I forgot all about it.

Me: Oh

Ashton: I'll pick you up at 5?

Me : Sure looking forward to it :)

It was 4 Now, I go ready,it was Sunday so hopefully we wouldn't be gone for long. I ran out the door before my mom could protest, it was a cold autumn night so I wore my old black converse, a pikachu sweatshirt and my hair in a beanie.

"You look comfy and we match!" Ashton shouted and pointed at his beanie

"Haha I guess we do" I smiled, I'll miss him. When he's gone I know he'll forget about me. Every one always forgets to remember me.