Beside you (a Ashton fan fic) (In editing)

There's A Difference Between Sex And Rape

Grace P.O.V

I came back out and Ashton was no where.

"OH MY GOD YOUR OKAY!" My so called "father" said and I rolled my eyes, he starred me down and I walked out side.

"Grace!" Chantelle yelled along with Lucy. They came and hugged me.

"Were so glad your safe!" They hugged me and they cried.

"It's okay guys" I laughed and Calum walked over to us. He seemed skittish.

"Are you alright Calum?" I asked

"Yeah, just uh" Calum didn't finish.

"Any ways you can come to my house if you need"

"No it's alright, I'll be 18 tomorrow anyways. I need to get my things ready"

"Oh alright" Lucy seemed sad, the girls walked away and Calum came up to me.

"Ashton left he left you a note. He's on tour if you need any thing just call okay?" He asked, he was so nice.

"Thank you Calum" I said and hugged him.

"No problem hit I didn't reply you" He walked away and I went into my house. I sat down and oh the coffee table sat a note

Dear Grace,

I love you

-Ashton

"What? " I said and pulled out my phone trying to call Ashton but he didn't answer.

"Hmm" I whispered and I herd my door lock. Looking up I saw my step dad, he walked slowly to me. He came infront of the couch and stood. I became very scared and he smiled.

"Now I want you to be very quiet"He said and began unbuckling his pants

"What are you doing?!" I shouted and tried to move but he pushed me down onto the couch. No answer I yelled and he tied my wrists.

"Stop! Please! Help!" I screamed, but was cut off by my mouth being taped. He's going to rape me.

I tried to move but he held me there. He took off my clothes and began touching me. I cried out in pain,.how dare he. Screaming but no one herd, he pulled my underwear off.

"Aahhhh noooo!" I screamed in the tape, he laughed and kept going. I was no longer a virgin. My pureness was taken by a man that I am not proud to call my father. His dark brown eyes looked at my body I closed my eyes hating every second. His hand grabbed at me, and believe me I wanted to die. Anything but this would have been better. Getting burned slowly would have been heaven compared to this. He hit me

"Stop crying it's just sex dammit!" This was not sex! This is rape! That is a very big difference. He pulled me up by my hair and took me up to my room.

"Stay here!" As soon as he closed the door I went to my window and tried to open but locks had been placed. If I broke it glass would have been every where and I would get cut. Shit! Turned and he came back in, and my life was ruined.

He walked away, he raped me for an hour straight. I cried and tried to fight but he wouldn't stop! Coming back he  untied me and took the tape off my face.

"Your lucky I didn't kill you" he left locking the door. Being raped made me feel awful, scared, dirty, worthless and impure.

I got dressed, putting on converse I grabbed a lamp and broke my window. I climes out and herd him yelling. I ran down the street, crying. I'm finally free.