Turned demon

Save me

Herro guys the song above is the one I listened to while writing this and some parts of this book has happened to me in real life so yeah

Self harm warning
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Sasuke's POV

After I left naru's house I began to walk home. As I was walking I noticed  the stares coming from the people around me... I knew what's they were thinking he's that boy... That demon, he should die. He doesn't belong here.

As I was walking I realised were I was and decide to take the short cut home.

~~~time skip~~~~

As I got to my front door I hesitated to go in, I didn't want to live here but this is the only place I could go with the money my mother left me. I stood there for five minutes remembering the time that she left, I twisted the handle and pushed the door open to reveal my house. It wasn't much of a house you would be glad to come home to, it was a disappointment, an embarrassment. I walked in to see the rats running around the lounge room and water dripping from the roof from last nights rain. I walked a bit further into my bedroom and saw my single mattress on the floor and my dirty clothes on the floor. I walked over to my bed and slumped myself on it, remembering a song that was playing on a street shop while I was walking.

"It's dangerous how wrecked I am, save me because I can't get a grip on myself...listen to my heart beat it calls you whenever it wants to" as I sang the song my tears started to well up in my eyes and I began to sing again.

"Because within this pitch black darkness you are shining so brightly... Give me your hand and save me save me I need your love before I fall...fall" the warm tears started to trickle down my cheeks and I was confused as to why I had an urge...and urge to cut.

"Give me your hand and..." I grabbed my blade that sat not too far from my bed and on the floor, not caring that it'll pick up bacteria.

"Save me" slice.
"Save me" slice.

My tears coming out more rapidly and my throat filling with flem. I painted my pale skin with more and more red strokes and my wrists were covered in red.

"I need your love before I fall" my eyes are being dotted with black.

"Fall" with that last word I was out, my vision black and my fingers numb. I couldn't feel anything, touch anything I was frozen.

Naruto's POV

As sasuke left I had a bad feeling, I stayed at the door and watched sasuke turn around with his gold feathers catching the light of the sun. As he walked a bit further from my apartment I grabbed my beanie and coat and decided to follow him just in case of what happen yesterday.

As I followed him I noticed all the mumbles and stares he got I really wanted to push them away and hold sasuke but I couldn't I needed to know why his emotions changed when he had to go. I followed him into a more secluded part of town and he made his way into a run down house that looked inhabitable. I waited outside for a couple of minutes and sat down, as I was about to sit I heard him sing and didn't hear clearly what he was saying but It was beautiful.

"Fall" was all I heard and then next came a thump on the ground. I ran in and saw him on his bed blacked out and wrists painted with red. Blood was dripping from his wrists and his blade on the bed further up from his hands. I rushed down towards him and tried to wake him up...he didn't. I picked him up and I bring him to my house as I knew the hospital wouldn't help him due to his wings.

I kicked open my door and brang him to my room then laid him down. His wrists stopped bleeding back at his and his pulse still clear and pumping. I put a damp cloth to his head, as he had a fever and wiped it on his lips as he thought Sasuke wouldn't have gotten water so he'd moistened Sasuke's lips while he could.

After about an hour of worrying sasuke finally woke up.

"Why am I here naru?" He asked curiously.

"Sasu im sorry but I followed you when you left because I had a bad feeling" as I said this he nodded his head and I could see his tears starting to well up in his eyes.

"I was right" I mumbled low enough barley audible but loud enough for him to hear. 

"Sasuke why didn't you tell me something was wrong?"

"Nothing was wrong...it was just an urge" he mumbled the last part, but I could still hear him.

I moved closer to sasuke and put my hand on top of his. We sat there for awhile until sasuke said again that he needed to go, I protested as I said he needed rest, food, water, clean clothes and a decent place to sleep.

Sasuke's POV

As I sat there knowing that I wanted to stay but I decided against it. He didn't give up protesting and I sighed, knowing he was right. I decided to stay the night again glad that I wasn't going back there but sad that I left my blade there, how am I going to fulfil my urges. I hope I don't take it out on naruto.

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Herro again sorry I don't make this longer I'm about to sleep and have had a long day so yeah hope you enjoyed and sorry for the sadness I'll try make it happy next.

Love you❤️❤️❤️❤️