My not so lonely life

Chapter 9

The rest of the next few weeks I didn't eat much and I avoided Xander and Noah. I couldn't look at them because I knew what I would see and I wasn't ready to see that. When I would see them in their yard coming over or in the halls at school I would just run away and hide until I couldn't see them any more.

Now it was Saturday and Avery is more than likely going to be sleep more than likely has a hangover from the partying from Friday night. I wish I had what he had. Friends, popularity, a mom who loves him. His my uncle died of brain cancer a couple weeks after he was born so it was a really hard hit on Lucy being a single mom. But she did rock at it.

(Very IMPORTANT!!!! I FORGOT TO PUT IN THE LAST CHAPTER THAT SHE KNEW WHAT XANDER AND NOAH WERE THEY TOLD HER> SO SORRY SO JUST PRETEND THAT SHE KNOWS SORRY IM REALLY BAD AT WRITING)

So here i was 2 weeks later when I told Xander and Noah knew my secret. I'm not going to let this control my life. I'm going to get in my car and have a fun day. Lucy used to bring me on a lot of them were we would go out to lunch and go shopping. But she has gotten really busy so thee is no time.

So I got dressed. It was around 12:30 so Lucy is gone. I start to head out the door and get hit by a wall of muscle. I'm about to fall back when I'm caught in a another pair of arms.

"What the hell!"

I stand up and get my balance when i see Noah at the door and Xander behind me.

"What do you guys want, I'm leaving?"

"You have been avoiding us and we just want to say sorry" Noah says

"I haven't been avoiding just not wanting to talk to you."

"Stop lying we know you have been avoiding us for many reasons other than not wanting to talk to us." A hint of anger in Xanders voice.

By this point in time I'm standing in the door way and Noah and Xander were standing more in the house. I see this as my opportunity to run to my car. I cant deal with this right now. I will just get more angry and I lash out when these types of things happen. But before I bolt i wonder something.

"Why do you guys want with me? You are asking me a thousands questions. Made me come clean bout the most secretive thing in my life. And are stalking me and its weird."

They are stunned and it looks like they have nowords. finally Noah speaks up.

"We think are kind have to look out for each other."

"That's not the answer i was looking for half way to my car and i was grabbed by the waist. By none other than Xander. Damn hes a vampire why cant i remember that.

"Why can't you just let me go i say trying to wiggle out of his grasb. But fail.

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"

And I will tell you one thing there is only one time I have felt like this. I was afraid  would hurt someone that I kind of went into this mode of fight or flight and today it was flight. I stopped wiggling because I swear every part of my body felt like it was shutting down. And I only remember seeing Xander And someone yelling my name before I saw darkness.

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There Was darkness every where I was just seeing dark and nothing else. I started to hear whispering I couln't make out what they were saying then I heard screaming an dcrying. I turned around and i saw Lucy dead and covered in blood with Avery standing over her. He was crying.

"You did this! You are a murder! She was always nice to you and you killed her!"

then I heard more screaming and I see what looks like two middle aged man and woman.

"We never left you, you killed us. No body told you because they didn't want you to believe the monster that you are."

In that second tears were streaming down my face and I was on my knees.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean! Please believe me!"
" You are a monster!!!"
Then all at once I heard screams and i couldn't take it anymore and i collapsed. Then I went into a deep sleep.

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Hey sorry about before. I know I suck I hate when I do that. I'll try better. Any way I'm working on another book so I dont know when i will upda