My not so lonely life

Chapter 13

So I just got back from my vacation and this is going to be a really short chapter. HUGE SORRY but I have drivers ed coming up adn I will try to update
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So after we left the hospital we dropped off my mom because I want excited about her staying at our house. But before we left she asked me to have dinner with her Sunday.

Lucy looked at me with hopeful eyes and I of course had to say yes. When we finally got home I realized it's Sunday and I have school tomorrow which sucks because we got home late.

But right after I closed my eyes I realized I have a date Friday and I have no clue what to do. What to wear. And...

Whoa stop when did I turn into a girly girl. I want to wear what's most comfortable. For me that's sweats and a baggy T shirt. But I have this gut feeling that I have to wear something cute to impress Noah. Ugggg why did this have to happen. God I'm acting like a head cheerleader at my school would act.

I need to stop freaking out. Just calm down. I'll ask Lucy tomorrow for some tips. She should more than over joyed about me and my first date.

First date.... First kiss

OMG. MY FIRST KISS WHAT IF HE STEALS IT. OMG OMG OMG.

ok calm down. Calm down. Breath in breath out.

By now I'm out of bed pacing my room. Freaking out. I just need to calm down. I mean the chances of him kissing me are very in likely. Ya he won't kiss me on the first date.

But what if he does

That stupid voice in my head says.

I looked at the clock on the side of my bed. 1:30 am. Ok I really need to go to bed if I don't I'll be extra grumpy tomorrow.

My first kiss maybe be with Noah was my last thought before I fell into sleep. I may have be smiling.

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Shitty chapter right. Poor writing but I'm sitting here in bed with a sucky flu. So I'm not the best righter late at night when I'm puking so deal with this chapter. Sorry but sorry I'll write soon