My Poems

I hate myself

A ray of sunshine is what i saw,

A sharp knife is what had came,

It feels as if i hurt others to merely make them grow strong,

While i fell ten feet deep,

I see them happy,

And I ask what had happened to me,

They tell me to stay,

But I'd rather hide,

I'd rather keep the demons to me,

Do they see?

How I don't mean to hurt the people around me?

I've been called a bitch too many times,

I'm use to it,

To where I don't even mind,

Pity it seems is the only way to get friends for me,

My looks too,

But I don't see what they see in me,

I hate myself,

Not anyone else around me,

I may dislike them,

But that's it alright,

I hate myself for the things I've done,

For who I am,

For what I will be,

I am bless,

But a demon seeks through me,

I have to go before they hurt you too