L x Reader (L From Death Note And Female Reader)

hospital

L p.o.v
2 days ago I got a call from matsuda. Since I was waiting for (y/n) to come home, I didn't answer it. The next morning I kept looking at the screen in my dark room. Wondering what happened to her, matsuda kept calling and I lost my patience. I answered the phone thinking about what that idiot wants.
L: " what is I'm busy!" Of course I am stalking someone but then again I do that all the time...
Matsuda: "IT'S (Y/N)!!!"
L:"matsuda...w...what happened to her?"
Matsuda: "SHE'S AT THE HOSPITAL!!!"
I turned off the phone and called watari.
L: watari buy a flight we're going to Japan!
He grabbed his computer and bought the tickets.

~present time~
Finally, I arrived at the hospital where she was located. I went directly to her room. I tried opening the door. *locked* I thought *why is it locked? I HAVE to see her!* a nurse came
Nurse: " please sir, sit down on the benches you'll be able to see her soon."
I sat down on the bench. *why not now?* I kept thinking about it.
Nurses, doctors, friends, families were: laughing, crying, happy, worried, stressed, relifed, etc.... I watched them. All of them. But something that I realised is that not all of them love the sick one. Those ones were just there for pity, or revenge. They are monsters, a very specific type of monsters, their liars. They eat although they never experienced hunger, they make friends although they don't care, they show "love" although they never really felt it.
The nurse came and took me way from my thoughts. I entered the room. There she was, unconscious attached to different machines that help her eat, drink and breath. I sat down on the chair in this pure white, immaculate room. Wondering were did I go wrong? I held her hand. I was lucky though. Matsuda saved her life. He had told me everything by the phone, it was apparently misa. I wish I could catch her and execute her myself. But if I do people will see how important (y/n) is to me, L the greatest detective in the world. That could make her in unneeded danger. I can't risk her life again I just can't. I have to make her go to England with me, I must convince her. It might be hard because of her past but I should at least try.