Chapter 9

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“stop it” I grumbled to my mom. Why does she have to wake me up so early. Let me sleep! “ stop shaking me im not getting up!” I said groggily. “ don’t make me kiss you” a male voice said. What the fuck? Does my mom have a cold or something-awe shit that’s not my mom.

My eyes flew open and I too in my surroundings. I was laying on the ground with dirt and leaves covering my whole body. I was like a part of the earth. I got up on my elbows and looked down at my legs. They had bloody cuts all over them from running last night. My hair is probably my worst nightmare.

I looked up to see liam right there in front of me, and he had his handds on me. My eyes widened. I pushed them off of me and quickly scurried away from him, getting up on my feet but tripping over a root.

“ easy tracey easy” he spoke softly.

“ don’t tell me what to do” I snapped heavily.

“ okay then, you want to be fucking sassy , fine be fucking sassy but I want an answer from you”

What is he talking about, he didn’t even ask me what he wanted the answer to. Dipwad.

“ what?” I asked looking away angrily. He really is an asshole.

“ would you mind telling me were the fuck you were last night-” I interrupted mid sentence because I felt like it “ I was here dumbass, use your dumb brain” I still didn’t look at him. I didn’t want to.

“ I wasn’t finished talking tracey” he seethed my name “ I was looking for you all night, I didn’t get any sleep. What the hell were you thinking going out in the middle of the night like that? don’t ever do that again.” did I just herar what I think I just heard. He is so not the boss of me “ excuse me but since when are you my mom?I can do whatever the fuck I want back off. Oh and sense when do you care, last time I checked you wish I was never even born so you can go and be able to date other skimpy sluts.” he looked at me for a few moments like he was recalling something “ I never said that, what I said was totally different.” pssh sure it was.

“ yeah you didn’t say it but you sure were thinking it. You know that’s exactly what you want. You fucking hate me, never mind love me. What you said hurt me so much Liam. You have no idea And to think that I fell-” I shut myself up. No way in hell am I telling him that I fell in love with him. “ what was that tracey?” he spoke curiously. Quick think of something tracey. THINK OF SOMETHING!! “ and to think that I fell for your little games. You know kissing me and saying that im beautiful. I bet that you think that im the ugliest girl alive. That kiss, fuck the kiss it actually, I cant believe im saying this but it actually meant something to me, and thought it meant something to you too, but boy was I wrong. Your so fucking complicated, its like a replay of my mom only this time I’m the victim. Why do you have to do this to me liam.?” why am I telling him all this is the real question. He didn’t answer so I decided it was time to freak out.

I turned around and kicked the log behind me so hard letting all my anger out. I really wish that log was liam’s face.

“ look what I said last night I didn’t mean-”

“ then why did you say it” I asked with my back still turned to him

“well I, umm-”

“ exactly Liam you don’t know hpw to make up a lie for that one now do you. you must really hate me. If you want me to be die so badly just do it yourself.”

I heard a low gasp and I heard leabes crumbling under knees. “ if you fucking move any closer I will tear that pretty face of yours off” I menaced.

“ I doubt it” he mumbled.

“ don’t play games with me, you don’t want to get me anymore angry then I am at you.” now I really hate him. I heard some more leaves crunching behind me. that’s it!.

I whirled around and thrusted my fist at him, but he had a quick hand and he caught it with ease. He didn’t let go. He looked into my eyes and I saw his eyes were a different color than before. Stupid cool eyes changing with his stupid moods.

We just sat there, my fist in his hand, just looking into one anothers eyes.

Then he spoke gently “ do you really hate me” hell yes.

“ yes liam I do” I stared hard into his eyes so that he could see that I wasn’t kidding, and that I was serious.

“ and do you think that I hate you?” is he serious?

“ haven’t you made it obvious enough?” I narrowed my eyes.

He crashed his lips to mine. No, no this isn’t happening he cant do this to me. No not again.

I tried to pull away, but he wass so much stronger than me that he gently laid my back onto the ground. ‘ just give in tracey you know that you love him stop refusing him, he is kissing you right now, isn’t that enough?’ okay whatever you say lil weird voice in my head. Well the voice kind of did have a point I mean I know that deep down inside of me I really did love him, but after what he said. You want to know what. Fuck it, just fuck the whole thing.

I kissed him back, with so much passion that I moaned, and he heard it to because he smiled into the kiss. Well great, now he knows I like it when he kisses me. Oh well.

I moved my arms away from his chest and slid them, down to the ‘sexy area’ also known as his abs. I could feel them through his shirt, damn he is so hot. I heard a weird noise of please come out of his throught as I touched one of them. Oh yeah I so heard that. I slid my hands down more towards the hem of his shirt and slowly lifted it up, teasing him. He broke away from the kiss and just took the shirt of. He stopped for a moment so I could look.

 

My mouth slightly parted. Oh yeah I’m so gawking and I am not afraid to show it because this guy has an EIGHT PACK!! This is the best moment of my life.

There was a glint in his eye, “ you like” and instead of retorting a comback at him, I told him the truth. “ I love!” he grinned. I cant wait any longer. I grabbed the front two belt loops of his pants and smashed my lips to his. His lips were so soft like melted chocolate.

I wanted control now, so I flipped us over and straddled him. I broke the kiss and looked down at him smirking. I placed my mouth on his bare chest and traailed kisses slowly down his hot smooth skin. I went all the way down. Past the abs and the belly button, right to the hem of his pants. I grabbed his jeans with my teeth, he moaned. Oh yeah mama plays to win. I lifted my head up and started to gently move my core against his ‘you know what’ he placed his hands on my hips and helped me move against him. He moaned so loud that it echoed slightly.

 

“stop tracey!” I paused. “ why?” I asked worrying that he was going to go back to being an ass.

“ your killing me” he moaned.

 

I just smirked at him. “ fine then its your turn to kill me then. Sound good?” I guess it did because in the blink of and eye I was back on the forest floor and he was laying on top of me. But He stared at me. Confusion spread across my face “ what is it?” I asked. He just smiled and said “ your just too amazing” “ and why is that?” I

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“that is something that is inexplainable, its like trying to explain the world in one sentence” “ will you just kiss me you hot boy you” I demanded. “ before I kiss you do you swear to give me permission to do whatever I want to dot o you.” he asked pleading with his eyes. “ but you didn’t let me have that permission from you/” I whined. He just looked at me waiting for a response. “ no” I replied. “ yes? Okay yes it is!” he said enthusiastically. I laughed pushing him away before he was about to kiss me, “ okay I will say yes, but on one condition.” “awe theres a condition?” he faked whined. I chuckled “ of course there is!” I exclaimed jokingly. “ okay then what is it?” he demanded. “ just don’t do anything rash okay?” I looked up to see a smirk on his face “ no promises” he said in a sing song voice. Oh jeez what did I just do.

 

God knows what he is going to do to me.

 

 

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