Sanity (SasuSaku)

Sanity #10

"Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination."

Sanity

"Her hair colour is similar to cherry blossoms. Why not call her Sakura?"

Ever since I was toddler, I have never known my biological parents. I was homeless, and had been living with the ones that are in my condition. I was always isolated from the the others, always left alone.
There was a black cat at the garden of the house that we have been staying and it's name was Shadow. One day that cat died and was buried in the garden. Months later, I remember that I had seen Shadow asking help from me, it said that he was lonely too and wanted me to be a company to him. The following night when everyone was sleeping, I rose from my bed and with timid steps, I headed down to the garden. I reached to Shadow's side and I can swear that it was purring under the ground. I digged the ground with my bare hands and gathered his now rotten flesh. He had a bed in the entrance and I placed his corpse over there. It thanked to me and said that I should sleep too. When it was morning I was awaken by a scream. We were gathered to the garden, lined us and the caretaker asked us who had taken Shadow from it's grave. I had taken a step and everyone was like oh my god. After the incident, the caretaker lady said that they would sent me to another place.
That's how I met Miss Tsunade. At first I tried to avoid those abnormal dreams and thoughts however I failed again and again. Sometimes I was told to put something on ablaze, or try to injure somebody. Miss Tsunade tried to treat me as much as she could.
When I was 16 years old, I was totally out of my mind. I rarely recognise the events that had happened. But I still remember things a little bit.
When It was my free time, Miss Tsunade let me go and take a trip around the village. By chance, I found a cemetery on the way home. The sun had set and it was dusk. I entered the cemetery regardless. The next morning I was awaken by Miss Tsunade and there were bones around me.
The villagers called me devil and they kicked me out as if I was a vampire.
Since then she doesnt let me out if she is not with me. Also, she said that I should always been accompanied. That's why I have been having small chats with her everyday. Also she said that although flowers can't speak, they will always listen to me. Whenever she is not with me, thats what I always do.
That have been how I am sane.
Or at least I have thought until he made doubt everything.