Big Sister Junko's Despair-ed Child

(2)Nagisa-I...

【Recap】
I arrived at my room, stepping into the floors that were covered in multiple plans of committing justice. Several plans including the Children's Paradise, my paradise as well as other plans of success.  Models of Monokumas drawn into the white sheets of paper, some including blueprints of the Monokuma kids's domes on their heads. I watched through the many computer screens that alined around my desk. Cameras were placed all over town, each being shown in every computer screen. I watched through the cameras as Nagisa and the girls were surrounded by Monokumas.

「Kumiko's Point Of View」

My eyes flickered through the cameras, trying to get a good angle. The Monokumas circled them, the main ones shouting painful words towards Nagisa. I wish I could have control over them.

However, Monaca lied. The controller is only her's to control. I was only used for creating the models while she had complete control over them. I growled slightly, she tampered with the Monokuma kids, making them take the other Warriors. My face showed annoyance as I continued to stare at the cameras angles.

'This stupid little brat. Getting everything she wanted.'

My eyes widened sightly as I turned back to the scene with Nagisa.
Nagisa dropped to his knees and shouted his defensive comebacks. I gripped my forearms tightly, nails piercing the layers of bandages. Holding my breath as I saw the bears move closer towards him.

Each holding up their sharp claws that were polished to a smooth perfection. Each one of them are getting closer. Each of them ready to chop up dear Nagisa.

"Nagisa.." I mumbled, watching as this may be his final resting place. Is this wrong? Staying here watching his death as I expect him to come back? Although if I leave the room at this moment, Monaca will be in the way.
Through the cameras I saw Komaru and Touko saving him, they're fighting off the Monokumas. I exhaled in relief.

I reached out to the computer screen that showed Nagisa's smile towards Komaru and Touko, holding his cheek as if I was there. I cracked a smile as I saw the reflection of my dull eyes showing more color.

"I hope he doesn't scare me anymore. I expect him to come back, escape from Monaca's sick games."

"I don't want him to die before I tell him I love him."

「Nagisa-I love you very much, so why do you look at Monaca?」

I fell towards my bed, burying my face into the soft, plush pillows. Junko told me to show the kids their new rooms, which was tiring when Daimon wouldn't shut up, Jataro scaring me slightly, Kotoko holding me every 3 seconds. Monaca and Nagisa were at least sane and stayed quiet. That long line of silence I got from Nagisa was even more blissful and enjoyable.

I felt his glance on me shift every once in a while, to the halls and back at me. It's like a bouncing ball. Horrifyingly, I felt him stare at my permanent scars, tensing up at the feeling. Maybe he wasn't good at hiding his glaze, maybe he's judging me or staring pervertedly at my frame.

"S-Shin-Shingetsu-san, can you stop looking at me?" I asked, looking down and speeding up my walking speed.
In the corner of my eye I saw his cowlicks reacting for him, more curved and his face painted with a blush.
He looked away at my eyes, apologizing.

I never noticed it until now, Nagisa-kun looks really cute. I heavily blushed and pulled my hat down to cover my boiling red blush. I quickly looked away and walked even faster, making the boy jog a little over. His light blue hair, to his perfect frame, he's as cute as Junko. And Junko is the most beautiful thing I ever laid eyes on.