Harry's POV
"Violet doesn't love me," I repeated back to Isabelle with an amused face. I crossed my arms and waited for more bullshít to spill from her mouth.
"Yes!"
"Don't you have someone's díck to suck instead of bug me?" I groaned.
"Oh, shut up. Violet said those exact words. Listen," Isabelle told me as she shoved her phone in my face. I rolled my eyes, pressed play and listened as Violet's voice rang through the room.
"Oh, Jack, I love you so much. I've loved you since high school and you've never left my thoughts. I know I'm with Harry, but screw him. I've never had feelings for him, it's always been you. I don't love Harry, I never have and I never will," The recording of Violet's voice said.
I was taken aback by this because it wasn't just Isabelle or Jack's word, it was Violet's. She was actually saying these things. I stood there for a moment in shock as her words kept repeating over and over in my head.
"See, baby. I was right," Isabelle told me as she lightly stroked my arm, "I'm so sorry,"
"I knew Jack was going to fúck this up," I growled to myself.
"It's going to be okay. You're free now, you're single again. No responsibilities, no commitments! Just pure...fun," She grinned up at me as she placed a hand on my chest and pressed her body against mine.
"I can't, Isabelle," I said as I pushed her away.
"Why not? You and Violet are over!" She pouted.
"Not officially...and plus, I'm not ready to move on," I sighed.
"Yes you are. You're Harry Styles, moving on should be easy. You can't be hung up over Violet! She's irrelevant now!" Isabelle told me as she hopped into my bed and pulled the sheets over herself.
"When I see her I'll know," I mumbled. There was a knock at the door and once I opened it, I saw Violet standing there. Violet sighed in relief when she saw me. "Speak of the devil," I heard Isabelle mumble.
I leaned against the doorframe as all the words she said flew back into my head. My expression hardened and I snottily said, "What?"
"Hi, I needed to talk to you," Violet told me. I saw her glance past me and make eye contact with Isabelle, who was suspiciously in my bed. I ignored the pained look in her eyes as she asked me what Isabelle was doing in my room.
"She came to give me the happy news of you being in love with Jack," I frowned. Violet began telling me how this is what she came to talk about and that she actually does love me, which for some reason didn't feel the same to me.
"Look, I don't want to hear anymore from you. I would've thought Isabelle was lying as usual, but it was you saying that you don't love me, so I believe it," I mumbled, my heart growing heavier by the second. Violet got teary eyed as she realized whatever we had was crushed.
I closed the door on her and huffed as I ran a hand through my hair. My heart hurt and for the first time in forever, I felt myself needing to cry.
"Isabelle, you need to go," I grumbled.
"But-" She began, yet I interrupted her.
"Get out before I do something I regret," I angrily said as her eyes went wide. She quickly left my room, leaving me alone with me thoughts.
Violet is gone. She never loved me; I was foolish to be blinded by love again. You always think you won't get hurt, that you're immune, until it hits you out of the blue. I thought I was safe for once. I was safe in someone's arms and in someone's heart, but there's never any room in someone's heart for me.
Half of me wanted so desperately to believe Violet when she said she was only joking. However, a little voice inside of me kept reminding me how there is truth behind every joke. And once again, the little voice got the best of me.
I knew I'd be seeing Violet again soon, since we have a class together. I can't tell if I'm dreading it or secretly looking forward to being able to see her again. My mind tells me I'm being silly and that I should avoid her, but my heart tells me to listen to her.
You still love her, One voice in my head said.
You're better off without her. Find someone new! Where's that old Harry? Another voice asked.
I shook my head as I tried to understand my feelings. It pained me to say it, but of course I still love her. But when I see her, I'm going to have to do one thing we're both amazing at.
Deny.
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Boring and short chapter, I know. I just hit 2,000 reads?? I'm so happy and I love all my cuties so much xx Thank you and I hope you enjoy ❤️
