This chapter is a flashback to the party 2 years ago where they first kissed. Enjoy x
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"Ansel, do we really have to go?" I asked him, I didn't want to go to a party, I just wanted to stay here and watch movies with him. "Yes we have to go, it's going to be fun come on Jess wear something nice, I'll turn around while you change" Sometimes my best friend could be so stupid. "Fine but if it's a lame party I'll leave you there and take the car" "If you drive it's illegal, do you want to go to jail?" "No but.." "No buts, wear that little black dress and come with me." Clearly no discussion possible, so I pushed him out of my room and changed quickly in the black dress, panty's and low black All Stars, this is fine I thought. When I let Ansel in again he stared at my body. "See something you like?" I ask him. "No uh yes uh let's go" he took my hand and pulled me downstairs to his car. He was so proud when he passed for his licence, he jumped around like a little kid screaming he can drove himself everywhere. We drove to the party at Megan's house, a friend from school. When we arrived Alex, one of our best friends, was waiting for us in de driveway. "You are here! I didn't know if you guys would still come to the party because I know you Jess, you hate this sort of things." "Yeah but with Ansel as your best friend..." I looked at him and laughed at his pretend-to-be-hurt face. "So let's go and have some fun so we can go home soon" I said as I pushed them both inside.
It was crowded, like really crowded, I expected a small party with some people dancing and drinking, but this was of a whole other level. I wanted to turn around and get the hell out of here but Ansel stopped me. "Come on Jess, we'll just join the people who play spin the bottle or truth or dare that's fine by me" Okay, so spin the bottle and kiss someone who I don't want to kiss? No thank you. We sat down with a group on the ground and asked if we could join, of course we could, but I'd rather heard no. They were playing spin the bottle, damn. Ansel looked and me and gave me a heavenly smile, I gave him my shut-up-you-did-this-to-me-look. "Jess?" a girl with blond hair looked at me. Huh what did I miss? "Jess the bottle stopped at you, now it's your turn to spin it" "Oh okay, and that decides who I have to kiss?" "Yeah, so spin it" the girl said. And so I did, it stopped at Ansel. "Are you kidding me?" I murmured, "Hey I'm not that bad to kiss, am I?" Ansel looked at me. "Okay fine" I said as I leaned forward. "You really want to?" he whispers "I guess we have to, now hurry up and kiss me so we can get out of here" and he did. He lips touched mine, and I forgot everything. Caught up in the moment, his arms around me, my fingers in his hair, I didn't notice the people taking pictures, apperently we were quite a show. When he stopped kissing me and let go of me I felt something inside. I didn't know what it was but it was like flying, it felt so good. That's love, you're in love with him a voice in my head said. Was I in love with my best friend?
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