Civil Love///

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Romanogers
{Present Hour}
   For as long as I can remember I be always had this thing for Nat. The helicarrier. Washington DC. Sokovia. And just recently, Peggy's Funeral. She's always been there for me. Ever since day one.. I've gotten to know her, I've gotten to trust her, and I've also gotten to love her. There's something between us that I can't figure out. Should I run from this, or should I go with it?

{Hellicarrier}
  I had just gotten off the Quinjet and was greeted by a lady whom I've never met. She was calm, quiet, and patient. I put my hands in my pocket and breathed.
"Agent Romanoff, this is Captain Rogers."
Agent Coulson spoke first.
"Ma'm."
I waited.
"Hi."
I nodded and we waited for another passenger to arrive.

{Washington DC}
  Nat was sitting on Sam's guest bed drying her hair, and I was sitting in a chair on the other side of the room studying her features.
"If it were the other way around and it was up to me to save your life, would you trust me to do it?"
I took a deep breath.
"I would know. And I never lie."
She smiled. Sam walked in.
"I made breakfast. If that's what you people eat."

{Sokovia}
   I was standing on a paved street next to Natasha. She was on a pile of debris taking in the view. It was starting to get harder to breath when I spoke.
"I'm not leaving this rock with one civilian on it."
I said proudly.
"I didn't say we should leave it."
Natasha spoke alarming.
"There's worst ways to go."
I looked at her and smiled.
"Plus where am I ever gonna get a view like this?"
She asked as I nodded.

{Peggy's Funeral}
   I was standing in front of Peggy's casket admiring the Bouquet lying on top when I heard feet. I turned around and leaned against the church seats.
"What are you doing here?"
I looked at her.
"I didn't want you to be alone."
I walked up to her and hugged her.

{Present Hour}
   She is the first real person that I have ever opened up to besides Peggy. I let her into my life. I let her save me. I let her kiss me. She understands me. But know she hates me. Nat and I are divided. There's a wall between us. And it's a big one. It's Sharon. She wants to be with me. I want to be with her. But I want to be with Nat. And she wants to be with me. I don't want to hurt either of them... I can't decide.