Chapter 4

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by momentsLWWY14

by momentsLWWY14

Chapter 4

Abbi's POV

The rest of the car ride was just us talking back and forth, a lot of sarcasm and laughing. At one point, he asked me if I had a boyfriend, which suprised me. I mean, I guess it's normal he asked, he just probably wanted to catch up. Or maybe he loves you, and wants to have you to himself. Like you do to him. Yeah, I highly doubt that.

"So Abbi, do you, um, have a boyfriend?" Lou asked after we slowed down laughing at one of the stories he told me of him and Niall.

"No, I haven't had one since four years ago, but we broke up because he needed to go to college across the country." I said, kind of changing the mood of our conversation. I didn't like to talk about Luke, it was kind of a tough subject for me.

"Oh." Lou replied awkwardly. Should I ask if if he has anyone special in his life? Would that make me sound desperate? But you are. No I'm not, and I'm going to ask him. Nothing can get between us.

"How about you? Do you have anyone special in your life?" I asked, trying to sound enthusiastic. Jeez, this couldn't be much more awkward.

"Actually, yes. Her name is Eleanor Calder. She is so beautiful. I love her." A pang of jealosy hit me. Told you. Shut up. I turned the other way quickly as a tear rolled down my cheek. It was dead silent. He loves her, not you. But you love him.

His voice concerned, he said, "Are you okay? Did I say something?" Damn it, he must have seen the tear.

"Uh no." My voice cracked, "I'm absolutely fine." I put on a fake smile. I can be so easily hurt. I don't know what made me think I could have him. I'd be his, he'd be mine. You still can. No I can't, I will never get the chance. He's a world famous popstar, 1/5 of One Direction, he can have anyone he wants. But he wants you.

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Lou's POV

Did I say something? Did the fact I said I loved El bother her? Yes. No it didn't. She doesn't care! She doesn't love me! Maybe it's because I said she was beautiful, but I didn't say she was the most beautiful girl in the world. I did that for a reason. I don't think El is the most beautiful girl in the world. Anymore. I mean, how could you be more beautiful than Abbi herself?

It was dead silent still, so I changed the subject back to stories of me and the lads.

"So, one time, we were on stage performing and Liam went behind Harry and just straight out pulled his pants down. It was the funniest thing! The audience went crazy! You wouldn't believe what those girls would kill to see." I said laughing. She smiled, but I don't know if it was a real smile or not. Did I really hurt her? Jeez. What would you do if you hurt someone you loved, but they don't even know you love them? Easy. You tell them.

Allright guys! End of Chapter cuatro!!!

I know this was like the shortest chapter ever, but I have a couple good ones coming! let me know what you think!

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