Beneath Your Beautiful

Chapter 8

Louis' POV:




"I love you too." she said back. I didn't know what to say back so I gripped her cheeks and placed her lips against mine hard. She tangled her arms around my neck and I placed mine lightly around her waist.




"I'm sorry." I said putting my forehead against hers. "So sorry, I don't mean it. Any of it." She bit her lip and I continued "I don't know what to say or do around you. You make me so nervous. And you have this weird hold around me. I never ever feel bad about fucki-sleeping with girls, but ever since I met you..I just want you." I tightened my hold around her and she forced a smile "I get it if you don't forgive me but..but just know that I want you. You're all I want. Please don't leave me."




"I can't." is all she said back and I braced myself for the worst.




"Please. I've never done this before ever. I have never had..had feelings for someone or even thought about someone as much as I've thought about you." I was speaking lot softer than I thought I was but she could hear me and she tensed a little at my words.




"I just don't..how do I know..how do I know that there isn't 100 other girls you're saying this to? I just can't..I don't want to be hurt.." I leaned down and whispered lightly against her soft skin and she giggled.




"I only want you." I say then place a kiss against her cheek "I love you." I breathe again and she giggles a little harder. The cutest giggle I've ever heard.




Cassie's POV:




Yes. I forgave him.




Yes. I'm wrapped against him in his bed right now.




Yes. I'm an idiot.




I was wearing a plain white shirt that meshed with his bare chest, his hands glued to the back of me and mine placed lightly around his neck. He smelled so nice and I loved this feeling, but I hated it.




"Lou..we gotta get up." he groaned and I laughed.




"Come on Lou." I laughed and pulled at his arms to detach from me. I didn't want to leave his bed, at all. But at the same time I did. Or well I had too.




"Louis." I said sternly and he tightened a little.




"Let's just stay here." Louis said sleepily and I smiled at his morning voice. He lifted his head from the pillow a little.




"It's just school." he said returning his head to the pillow.




"It's not just school Lou. I gotta go come on get up."




"I like that." he buried his head deeper into the cozy pillows.




"What?"




"The nickname." he mumbled. I mouthed 'oh' then pulled myself from him.