Pain into Pleasure ( Reader x Izaya)

Words can Hurt

          About 10 minutes later you set his stack of waffles in front of him, " Thanks." he pulls out his ear buds, looks up and smiles as you sit on the couch with your waffles. When Izaya and you finish you take the dishes and place them in the almost empty dish washer. You sit back on the couch and pull out a book, " (first name)." 

         You look up to see Izaya missing from his desk chair, " What the?" You look around to find Izaya standing behind you. 

         You slightly shriek which makes Izaya laugh, " That was adorable. I'm sorry i didn't mean to scare you." Izaya slowly stops laughing.

          " You smell like alcohol Izaya." Hearing your words Izaya smirks, " Ya. I feel a little buzz." He laughs and begins rubbing your shoulders. 

         You put down your book and close your eyes, " Your really good at this." Izaya says nothing, about 3 minutes later he stops and sits by you on the couch. You both just sit there staring at one another until Izaya stands up and walks to his computer, he looks back at you and pushes the play button.

         The screen goes from light blue to black, you hear Shizuo's shouting voice, " I really hate him!" 

         There's a short pause before you hear your voice respond " I know. I do to." Izaya pushes the pause button and looks at you, " That's not the full conversation, but that sums it all up. When was this?" His voice is low, you don't answer, you mean to but the words wont come forward. Izaya raises his voice, " When.Was.This?!" You take a step closer to him, " No. Don't." Izaya steps back, " Huh, "You can trust me." That's what you said right? You said you didn't want me to die right? Hell, you even dared to say you loved me. Was that all a lie?" You stand there to shocked to explain, " Say something (first name). Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me the rest of the video is a lie!" Tears start to fall down Izaya's cheeks as he presses the play button.

(This is the real conversation, just wasn't mentioned)In The Video:

Shizuo: " I'll kill him! I'll kill him dead!

You:"  I wish, It's fine Shizuo. He's not worth going to jail over."

Shizuo: " How can you be so positive? Aren't you mad?!"

You: " Of course I'm mad, I want to punch him in the balls but he signs my paychecks."

Shizuo: " You live with him now! You don't have to worry about money!"

You: " Shizuo, really. It's OK. Don't stress."

Shizuo: " Fine. At least you'll have more opportunities to poison his coffee now."

You: " I guess."

           Izaya pushes the stop button, " Tell me I'm misunderstanding! Tell me I'm wrong!" 

           Seeing Izaya this hurt makes you cry, even harder than he is. You jump to him wrapping your arms around his shaky body, " Let go. You don't need to fake it anymore." 

           You wrap your arms tighter around him. " You ARE misunderstanding Izaya." You look up at his face, " That was before I even moved in, before I got to know you, before I really did start loving you." You pause before continuing, " I DO love you Izaya. You CAN trust me. And if you did die I would loose my mind! You ARE wrong. So please. don't cry. Don't cry anymore Izaya." You bury your face in the sweater he's still wearing.

          Izaya stops crying and hugs you back, " I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so upset." Is all he says before picking you up and caring you to the couch. He sits down with you still clinging to his body. Your knees are on the couch but your butt is on Izaya's lap, " If you stop crying (first name) I'll make you feel better." You look up to see Izaya smirking evilly at you, the look surprises you and causes you to stop crying, " Good girl." 

         Izaya pulls you in for a kiss and grabs your ass with both hands causing you to moan. After a short amount of time Izaya pulls off your shirt as you unzip his pants, Izaya takes off the sweater he's wearing revealing his bandaged skin. " Izaya, your stitches."

        Izaya looks down, " It's fine, Shinra is the best doctor I know. His stitching wont come undone so easily." Izaya smiles, " Shall we continue?"

         You blush, " Please do." as soon as the words leave your lips Izaya lift you up and lays your back on the couch, " Don't worry." He unzips your pants, " It wont hurt so bad this time." You moan as you feel the first thrust.