Pain into Pleasure ( Reader x Izaya)

Together Forever

          Somehow the two of you end up across the room from where you started. Izaya sits in his chair breathing fast while you lay across on his desk half asleep. " That was even better then last time." Izaya looks at you. 

         " You didn't hold back at all did you?"

          Izaya stands and picks you up, " How could you tell?" He carries you up the stairs into bed, " You look exhausted, let's just lay and talk for a while." You nod feeling slightly more energetic. " I'm sorry." You look over to see Izaya sitting up with his face in his hands, " I took advantage of you. I shouldn't have. I'm sorry."

         You crawl over to him and sit on his lap, " Izaya. You do believe me right? When I say I love you." 

         Izaya removes his hands and looks at you, " Of cores." 

         You smile and kiss him, " Than you didn't take advantage." You wrap your arms around Izaya. " Thanks for not being the dirt bag I once thought you were." 

         Izaya hugs back, " Thanks for not being the liar I once though you were." 

         You sigh, " I don't want to move." Izaya laughs, " Good, I won't make you." You drift into a deep sleep as Izaya lays you down and wraps his arm around you.

< 6 weeks later >
         You wake up and Izaya is gone again. Another sticky note is stuck to the front door and it reads, " Had a job. Be home about 11." You look up at the clock, only 9:47. As you walk to the kitchen you feel a deep pain in your stomach, your hand shoots to your mouth as you run to the kitchen sink. The vomit runs down the drain when you turn on the water to rinse the sink. You've been throwing up for days but you've managed to keep this fact from Izaya. You then grab a bowl and sit on the couch. You begin mumbling, " What is up. I'm gaining weight, puking and my menstrual cycle is 2 weeks past due. " As you say this to yourself an idea appears in your head. " Am- am I pregnant?" With out thinking you jump up off the couch and walk out the front door with your pajamas still on. When you return it's 10:23, " Shit. Izaya's gonna be home soon." You run up the stars and into the bathroom. After you close the door behind you, you rip the pregnancy test out of its box and use it according to the directions, but before your able to look at the result you take a shower. You turn on the water and step in. After about 5 minuets you hear a shaky somewhat shocked voice.

         " Yo-you're pr-pregnant?" 

         Hearing Izaya you shove the curtain to one side," Izaya? I." You don't finish your sentience because your attention has been grabbed by the tear rolling off Izaya's face, " I'm so sorry Izaya. I didn't think it would make you this upset." 

         Izaya wipes his eye, " It's not that." He looks at you and smiles, " I'm just.. happy." He steps toward you and wraps his arms around your waist. " I'm happy, really. I think this is great." He lets go and looks at you, " Do you not want the child?"

         Before he can finish the question you blurt out your answer, " Are you kidding me?! Of course I want to have your child! I do want it." You turn off the water and step out with tear filling your eyes, " I'm scared." You say with a forced laugh.

         Izaya holds you in his arms, " Ya. Me to." You push off him and walk to your room to put on some clothes. 

         Izaya follows. " How are we going to raise a child when we live the way we do? With the business you run?" 

         Izaya lays across the bed, " Well. The child will be half of me and half of you right?" 

         You pull a shirt over your head, " Ya" Izaya sits up, " So lets raise the child like it's us." 

         You turn around and look at him with a confused look, " What?" 

         Izaya laughs " I mean, just treat it like we treat each other. Feed it, hug it, love it." 

        You turn back around and pick up a pair of shorts, " I don't know if I can do this Izaya." When Izaya touches your shoulder you turn around and jump into his arms. " What if I end up killing it?!" 

         Izaya cuts you off by pressing his lips agents yours, " Don't talk like that, it'll be OK. I'll be here to help and you can deal with both me and Shizu-Chan right? So you can definitely take care of this child." 

         You start to cry, " What did I do to deserve you?" 

         Izaya smirks, " Whatever you did (first name). I'm glad you did it." Izaya lets you go and you both walk down the stairs for lunch.