How I meet my Fish DongHae

Fate again?

You can’t believe it! Someone like him an Idol a Super Star will said that bad words to you.

How would he say that without any guilt? How could he judge me for nothing? I haven’t done anything to harm him. I tried to understand him and even ignore him but why he said that?

You are crying in the corner while hugging your knees. The pain and the sadness are here again when you are trying to forget it.

He is the same as those people who judge me for what they see about me, he is the same as them that never tried to know me or even they know me they will never understand how I feel.

Ever since that your two best friends died in the accident that you are involved in, you become an outcast. People stay away from you as they believe that you have some kind of “curse”. They look at you as a peasant or something below them. They call you names such as curse, witch, traitor and worst a b**ch.

You are a product of a broken family and ever since you live with your father, while your mother goes to Korea to work and fortunately found a new love trough Baekhyun’s father. The people of your village are too conservative and the spread a rumor that your mother’s work is at the bar “entertaining” costumers. They even predict that you will become like her someday, a WHORE.

Through your desperation you found an inspiration by listening to Kpop especially songs of Super Junior at first you don’t understand but little by little you learn. You become positive in life and for the first time you know what you want.

As you thought that this could be the start a happy life you found someone. He is kind, sweet and caring at FIRST but as time goes by he become cooled and eventually cheated on you.

You are so depressed and you just wish to kill yourself but your mind change when you got connected again to your mother and suggest you to go and live with her and her family in Korea.

At first your father opposed knowing that you might become like her but when you tell all the heartbreak that you are experiencing, he agreed.

You have to hurt feelings to any of your parents but you are not that close even to one of them. You just keep everything inside your heart but enough is enough.

You decided to bring back your old self the ____ that always happy and cheerful. A very confident and determine to do things on her own.

But here you are again, crying at the corner pitying yourself, afraid to be alone but more afraid to be with someone and it’s all happen because of him.

Your tears run dry but you are still at the corner when you decided to go to the rooftop to breathe some fresh air.

You take your usual spot and look down to those people below.

You are still thinking about what happen, you did slap him. You feel guilty of hurting him but something feels right of doing it.

“hello” you answer the call

“noona where are you?” asked BaekHyun

“I’m here at the rooftop” you answered

“come down already, we are going now” he ordered

“okay, I’m coming” you said in a cheerful voice.

I should not be affected by him. He is nothing, he is just a man that do dancing like a clown on stage.

You come down and see Baekhyun waiting for you. You run to him and hug him tightly. This is unusual for him because he knows that you hate body contact.

“did you cry noona?” Baekhyun asked as he saw your red eyes.

“I’d cried because my Baekhyun is a man now… I feel like I will be losing my baby” you said and pinch his cheeks.

You meet Baekhyun when he was just 12 years ols and you are 15, you feel awkward to him at first but he become one of the reason why you still want to live, you treasure him the most.

“noona I will just introduce my girlfriend okay?” he said

“are you not sure if she is the one?” you asked

“of course I wish she is but it’s too early to say what’s gonna happen and I’m still a trainee and soon to debut” he said

“take your time but as long as you don’t promise anything to her she will not be hurt a lot” you advised.

You and Baekhyun are walking together to the parking lot with you see him agin together with his groupmate.

“hello sunbaenim” Baekhyun greeted them.

You just look at the other direction but you feel irritated at the same time.

“hello ___-ah” said Heechul and you just nodded in response

You know yourself that it’s impolite but you are so pissed off right now and even they do nothing to you but the fact that DongHae is there you got no choice but to be rude.

“are you okay ___?” Heechul asked

“I’m good thank you” you said without smile of your face.

Heechul can feel your negative energy and he knows that you are not well.

“well nice to see you then bye” he said and get inside the car.

“what was that Noona?” BaekHyun asked

“what?”

“I thought you like them?” he asked

“I like them really I’m not just in the mood of doing fangirling thing” you said

“okay just wait here I will get thecar” then he left you.