How I meet my Fish DongHae

He is in my LIST

You stop running when you feel like you’re getting out of breath. You can’t believe that a person like him can humiliate you. He seems nice and well mannered; they even describe him as a prince charming comes out from a manga but even a manga is a fictional character.

You end up at the roof top, the place where people like you like to stay. This place is quiet and seems hidden. You take a seat at the edge over viewing the whole city. It’s seemed like the wind take all the pain you have a while ago and just looked at the blank space.

“aren’t you afraid that you might fall down there?” a person asked you. You looked back and saw LuHan looking at you while his hands are in his pockets.

“why are you here?” you asked instead of answering his question.

“they…I mean we are looking for you” he said

“so  it seems that even you are annoyed by me right?” you asked.

“yeah but I mean in a good way” he take a seat beside you.

“what do you mean?”

“you seem so annoying the way you look at other, you look so happy but when they looked at your eyes you are sad. People may be attracted to you but they will feel afraid at the same time” he said

“is that so?” you sighed.

You don’t feel awkward with him even it’s the first time you have a conversation to Luhan not at all.

“you know it’s the first time I hear your voice in a long sentence” you said and smile at him.

“I’m not good in speaking Korean so I just keep quiet” he said

“really but in time you will get improve” you assure him.

“I’m sorry if SunBae said before” he referring to Donghae

“why are you the one whose asking sorry?”

“because I understand them. Hankyung sunbae left the company and everyone else are suffering because of it. I’m not saying its HanKyung sunbaenim’s fault, but you know they kinda stress these days” he explained.

“you are very kind aren’t you. This is nothing involves with you but yiu tried to explain things. Anyway thank you” you stand up and reached your arm to pull him up.

“thank you” he smiled

“you’re welcome” you said in mandarin

“you know how to speak Chinese?’ he asked.

“a little I learned it from my school” you walk along together with him.

You still feel upset but at least other people make you feel being cared.

“every one person that hates you, they are 3 persons that loves and cared for you” Luhan said.

“really then I think many people like me too” you said.

“don’t you believe in that?” he asked.

“well here is my saying; If you believe too much to the promise of others, there’s a high chance of hurting yourself” you said and walk ahead of him.

“are you okay now?” asked Minseok

“yeah I’m fine really. I’m just got upset that’s all” you smile

You are walking with the rest of the guys going to the car when you see a familiar face again.

“hello Sunbae” they greeted but you just looked at the other direction to avoid them.

“I’m we are here to apologize to _____” Leeteuk said and you looked at him just him.

“_____-ah we are sorry for what happen at the room. Donghae is just out of his mind these days. I hope you understand” he bows to you which were taken you aback.

“no its fine. I mean he did upset me but it’s okay now. I’m very sorry that it affects you a lot and I’m sorry too that I keep staring at you guys” you said.

“I hope you don’t hate us” he said

“of course not” you heist.

Not you but Donghae? Forget it!!!

Leeteuk is very good leader he take the fault instead of DongHae. He may be suffering more than his member and you hope that Donghae will see that too.

You’re now at your second work which is food delivery girl. You have to do two jobs so that you can buy an apartment instead of renting.

You  pass many clubs along the way for your delivery and someone caught your eyes. You know that feeling every time you see him. The feeling that you are in heaven but at the same time scared that it might be a delusion.

Even his face is covered with mask you know who is it. The person that added to the’ You can’t trust/stay away from that person list’.

“it’s  LeeDongHae” you mumbled amd he obviously together with some girl that you know whats her purpose of wearing mini skirt plus a high heels. The girl obviously not Jessica or Yoona that fans used to pair with him. She’s obviously a B**ch…

“so that’s the way to get away from his isn’t?” you smirked and continue driving the scoter.

“doesn’t he care about what will happen if the press saw him like that? Or even cared about his leader will feel about what he is doing? And why should I care about that Lee Donghae? Who is he anyway?” you are talking to yourself.

“I must stay away from him at all cost, since I got to see him once in a while that would be great and beside I just know that he exist because he keep sticking to my HUSBAND…” you continue talking then you see him again in the posting hanging in the bus and again in a girls t-shirt and the last is in electronic billboard that invites everyone to go to DONGHAE..

“asshhh , this is insane” you got irritated.