How I meet my Fish DongHae

I know you are TROUBLE

It’s already a week since you had a fight with Donghae and he doesn’t bother you anymore. He doesn’t call or even text you.

“maybe is still mad at me” you fiddle your phone then it suddenly rings that you almost fall it down.

“hello” you said

“hello ___-ah” said Minseok and you feel sad because he is not the person you are waiting to call you.

“yeah Minseok oppa” you answered.

“yeah I’m just wondering if you want to come with us, we will go clubbing with our sunbaes” he said

“really? Does it allowed to you guys?” you asked.

“yeah we asked permission and they allowed us, so are you coming?” he asked

You think that maybe DongHae is there and that’s the time that you can talk to him and say sorry.

“I’m coming” you said.

You feel uncomfortable walking pass those people dancing along the way. This loud beats of electronic sound almost break your eardrums and the flashing disco light makes you flitch. You are together with the guys except for the minor ones. Shinee members are there too except for Taemin and Super Junior and DBSK except for Eunhyuk  and Heechul that hates to go clubbing.

“are you okay Noona?”asked BaekHyun

“yeah, it just a little too loud” you said trying to make him hear you

“you will get used to it” Chanyeol butt in.

You looked around to see the person the reason you are here anyways. You finally saw him at the bar counter alone. You get up from your seat and walk towards him when you see that a girl come to him and flirt him.

“oh I’m sorry” said the sober girl when she accidentally poured alcohol into your dress.

“no it’s okay” you said and trying to looked for the comfort room.

“excused me but do you have a tissue instead?” you asked the bar tender.

“stop it you” said the girl obviously ticklish from Donghae’s kisses.

You are looking at them at the corner of your eyes while waiting for the tissue.

“waiter tissue” you said again. Being irritated not because of the long time of waiting but because of the scene you are watching now.

“so are you coming with me or what?”asked the girl now that she is into his lap.

“waiter what takes so long for the tissue?” you asked sarcastically to the waiter.

“I’m sorry mam here’s your tissue” said the waiter and give what are you asking.

“thank you” you get and wipe your now almost dried dress.

“it’s too early to kill the fun” said the man from behind.

“who are you?” you asked to him

“I’m…”

“I’m not interested” you shoo him and he walked away.

You looked around and Donghae and the girl are not in the place you last see them. You tried to look around even in the dark but they are nowhere to be found.

You are mad at me because I call you a PLAYER when in the first place you are. Trying hard to get me? Yes of course if I’m not I will really end up in bed with you. You thought as you walk back to your chair.

You can see that everyone is having fun on the dance floor. Even Chanyeol and JongDae dance to the beat of their own, every one of them except you. You feel irritated and stabbed at your back, you are here to try to talk to Donghae and apologize for the things you said but now you regret going here.

Why I should apologize to him at the first place he is in denial King!!

It’s actually 2 in the morning when everyone decided to go home. You also drink but not as drunk as the other guys.

“I’ll get going now bye” you said

“we can drive you home” offered by LuHan

“no you are all drunk and I can g home by myself” you said and stop a cab

You reached home rather feel tired and feel sick. You throw yourself to the bed forgetting to change even you smell alcohol.

Out of nowhere you sob and cry. You don’t really expect that DongHae will hurt you these way for some reason your trying not to know.

Yes, you might actually fall in love with him and you are afraid to admit it because of possibility of getting hurt once again. You know that he is trouble and this love will be very impossible for you, but even if you tried to fight for it you can’t.

“you are such an Idiot ___-ah. You didn’t learn anything, this was happened before” you sruggled your pillow while nagging yourself.

He is trouble…he is trouble…he is trouble…but I love him

“ahhhhh” you shouted as you rolled in your bed.

“stop this right now” you said and slap your self

You were imagining him while looking at the ceiling. His eyes, his nose, his lips, his broad shoulders and you admit he is getting physically fit these days.

“I’m hopeless” you move to your side and hug the pillow you used to pour all the anger you had before.

It’s already 4:30 in the morning and the sun is rising but you are not sleeping yet. You want to sleep but your mind is filled with thoughts of him and the girl he hooked up in the bar.

“hello” you said as you answered your phone

“hello ____-ah” called by Luhan

“hmmm” you mumbled

“are you busy now? I mean can you accompany me today?” he asked now more familiar in Korean.

“I’m afraid not gege I didn’t sleep yet and I think I’m sick of going out so I’ll stay at home” you said to him.

“are you okay? Drink tea so that you can relax” he said in worry

“okay I’m sorry again Gege okay bye” then you hang-up the phone.

You are having a problem with Donghae and you remembered that you have also a problem with LuHan and Minseok. This is beyond your imagination of what love life you will have.

“I don’t know what to do” you sighed

“I better get a pet to talked with rather than talking to myself” you said and tried to sleep.