Chapter 1: Were it all started

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WARNING BEFORE YOU START READING: THIS BOOK IS FILLED WITH TRIGGERING THINGS. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

It was just like regular day but it wasn't. It was the first day of kindergarten. New friends and teachers, happy moments well I thought it would be happy. It wasn't a happy place, it was the worse I was teased by other kids I didn't fit in. I was the smallest person in my class. I told the teachers about what the other kids were saying, and doing to me they did nothing but talked to them. It stopped for awhile, but then it started again. It was a never ending thing.
My situation at home was no better my uncle was in and outta jail, my mom was never home. I was mostly raised by my grandparents because my mom was really never there. I never knew who my real dad was I was always lied to. My uncle was always yelling at me to clean my room when it wasn't my fault it was messy. My sister was never there for me she even tried to say I was adopted,I believed her for awhile. I was always a happy little girl even threw all the things that happened to me. I brought a smile to people's faces.
I would hang out with the kids that lived next door, they lived with there grandparents.
I was sexually assaulted by there grandfather. I never told anyone cause I don't know what it was at the time. I thought it was a okay thing for people to do. When I found out it wasn't a ok thing for people todo I still kept it a secret. He told me it was okay it would be our little thing. He would bribe me and give me treats and toys if I stayed quite.
Let's skip ahead a couple years to 2nd grade. I was happy when I walked in on the first day. I had amazing friends to start school with, and great teacher. It was a great year so far till the bullying started again. I told the teachers they did nothing this time. I would fake sick to get outta school. The teachers started to catch on to there was something wrong. I would play alone at recess cause all my friends left me.
The bullying never ended and the teachers did nothing. I told no one else about the bullying but the teachers. When all of this was happening my neighbors grandfather was still assaulting me. I was scared I felt Alone. I believed things would get better. Things got better later in the year I had friends, I got invited to birthday parties and sleepovers.
Finally school was out for the summer. It was summer time and me and my sister were actually getting along for once. We hung out with the kids down the street. I hade a great summer. I went swimming with my family. It was so great. I was glad to be away from school, but other times I wished to be in school.
My life at home was getting no better. One day my family came home, and there was a cps agent waiting at the door with cops. They cps agent wasn't a very nice person she threaten to take me and my sister away. The cps agent asked me questions after a while she started to yell at me. She wanted to separate me and my sister and out us in a foster home. Me and my sister were scared we cried all night in fear of losing each other.
Summer was over now it was the start of third grade. I wast there for the first three days of school because I was in Florida with the my grandparents. We were visiting some family members. When I did start school my teacher wasn't very happy I missed the first three days. The bullying started right away. I told the teacher and she did nothing about it. The teacher hated me she marked my worksheets late when they were done on time. She made me Brush my teeth in class. One day I went to school with purple hair spray in my hair and she kicked me outta class saying it was against the rules. She disliked me and didn't know why. My mom called the school district to complain about her, but they did nothing about it.

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