My life story

chapter 9:junior year

Ahh yes let's start off junior year as shit. I meet some one I like and I get miss leaded and they played me. Oh it gets worse than that I start getting cyber bullied. And the bullying won't end I just have to tough it out. I know I'll make it out alive but it feels like I won't. well looks like i'm alive still. this school year is so messed up. I started the year off with starting drama club it was going well. later on things got worse for me the cord for the mic broke during a performances of the show. I panicked, had a freak panic attack. the panic attack went on for like ten mins. what made it worse it happened last year during the play.

Okay skipping forward in the year I joined foresics and mock trial. It was the best thing I did in my life. Things got better and it was amazing. I had the best time of my life. I also did a play in drama club and for one once no panic attacks I was happy. I can't wait to see were senior year takes me. Yes I lost two people I loved dearly. I had so many battles this year and I still made it out alive. I never been through so much shit in my life till this year. Everything is getting better for once alest it seems to be.

Fast forwarding again. Okay I'm 17 okay and I never have met my dad till now. My mom thinks it's smart to finally tell me who my dad is 17 years later. She's got back together with him why? I don't know. To me my mom is a whore. She's getting a divorce against my step dad. My health has been Takeing a turn. Everything was getting better and now it's falling apaort again I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I feel as if I'm fucking dieing like some one just thrown a brick in my face and told me to live. So for now I suffer and fight my battles. I just want all of this to end and get better I don't know what I'm ganna do everything is officially just not okay. I'm losing my fucking mind. I'm nothing but a piece of garbege that doesn't belong here. I suffer from to much shit. I'm on to many meds. I'm only 17 and my life is already just fucking over. I don't know what to do anymore. Will things even get better ?