HI guys so my first year in middle school has been a ..... well a bitch i have been bully because im different . So my best friend Vylad had a crush on this girl and so did the girl. she was my friend . her name was Nicole . So once they started dating i was fangirling. So towards the end of the year year books came out and there was a pic of me and Vylad. Well Nicole got jealous . And started acting like a well... a FUCKING BITCH... anyway me and Nicole stopped talking and me and Vylad are still friends but.... people keep me a slut and that trying to still Nicole's man . It really hurts ... I tried to hurt and kill myself multiples times .... i am getting help.. but that doesnt stop the pain.. Then later on today she broke up with .... him... now he wont talk to me... he told me she broke with him because of me.... i have no feels for him .... the insane life i am in .... just wont stop and nor will the suffering im going through....... I will never show my emotions and let someone break down my walls again... i never talk,laugh, and smile again ..... TODAY WAS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS OF MY STUPID FUCKING LIFE! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE IN.... WHY DO I WANT TO BE HAPPY WHEN THERE IS NO I CAN BE HAPPY .... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... why i am trap in this hell that holds me..... why i am not normal ... why .... why.... theses questions will never ..... answered .... I guess
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My Daily Life
Fiksi Remajaso basically this is a blog....well not really.......anyway i will posting my everyday life so u won't think i am died ......... yea...... So i will be using aphmau and my oc characters to take the place of my name and my friends and family...
