The smart life of a homeless girl

PROLOGUE

The night was colder than ever and the rain was present ,the drops fell on me like hammers but I was not affected ,not after all the pain I've been through .

I searched the town's bins ,looking for something to eat . Seems to me that today was my lucky day because I found a half eaten burger , I reluctantly picked it up aware of the odd stairs some people were giving me ,my heart was pounding for some reason and I froze in my place as I realised that now not only 'some' but all the people around were staring at me . I dropped the burger back with a tear nearly slipping and pretended to look for my lost keys while saying random sentences like "where are those damn keys" or " how could someone accidentally drop their keys in a huge ass bin" and that is when people stopped staring and went back normal as if nothing have happened.

I sneaked away and when I was out of sight I started running so fast the world became blurry. The shame and embarrassment took over me and tears were flooding . What did I ever do to deserve this ?

My run took a stop as I realised that i came to a dead end. Well , since I'm already here , I might just stay and spend the night -it's not like I actually have a place to go to. I laid down on the cold hard floor , my body crumbled into a small ball shape with a hand underneath my head. I started remembering.
All the good times, my past life , my family and friends .
Where are they now ? Are they still searching for me because I certainly still am, even though it's helpless that they have returned to their country and I'm stranded here. I started crying creating a small puddle on the ground , my cry gradually came to end as I drifted into sleep dreaming the same old horrible dreams .