Depression - a.i

Fight.

Today in school, I look out for Ashton, maybe he knew some people like me. Maybe he could help me. I walk around the corridors.
"There she is" Harry announces.
He pushes me against the locker. "My favourite girly Isobel"
I gulp knowing what was coming next. He raises his hand and I wince. But this time someone is there to stop it, someone is there to say no. Ashton.
"What are you doing?" I hear Ashton scream.
"Who the fuck are you?" Harry shouts.
"You are that cowardly you are bullying a girl!!"
Harry throws a punch at Ashton but, Ashton is too quick to block.
The fight is short and I, Ashton, and Harry are sent to the principal's office.
Ashton is suspended for the day whilst Harry is expelled. I am given councelling sesions.
After school I walk outside to see Ashton in his car. He beeps the horn and I rush over, he tells me to get in. The car journey is silent and when he gets to my house he follows me inside.
"Isobel" Luke says.
"Yeah?" I say.
"We are going on a world tour!!" He says to me.
"Congrats" I smile weakly.
"And you're coming with us!!"
"What?"
"Yeah, my lickle sis is coming on our world tour"
I smile uncontrollably. "I'll have to learn the words"
They all laugh.
"When is it?" I say
"Tomorrow" Calum says.
"What?"
"We wanted to suprise you" Mikey says.
I smile at their thoughtfulness.
I go upstairs.
"You have to promise me you will try to stop" Ashton says as I throw somethings into a suitcase.
"Ashton I have tried it's just really hard"
"You don't have to tell me that, believe me"
I weakly force a smile and say "Thank you for today Ash"
He doesn't say anything instead he walks away again, leaving me pack for the next 2 months with my brother, his band members and some kid called Jessarae.