I honestly believe that there are moments in your live when you feel like you’re going to pass out because you’re more nervous than is healthy. And, I think that one of those moments is now. What if the guys don’t like their outfits ? Or the fans ? Or management ? Are they going to fire me when I mess up once ? This is not healthy. I shouldn’t be thinking about this. I should be sleeping right now.
There’s coming a sound from somewhere in the room. I keep listening until I realize it’s my phone, indicating I have a message. I get up from the bed I’m lying in, and make my way over to the place where I threw my pants when I put them off. It’s currently ten a.m., I’ve been lying here, worrying, for like two hours now.
Nialler is the Best : “You okay over there ?”
I look at the name and chuckle. I didn’t even notice it before that Niall put his number in my mobile like that. Of course, I should’ve expected it.
Me : “I’ve been better”
Nialler is the Best : “You want me to come over ?”
I wish I could say yes. I want to so badly, but I can’t.
Me : “Nah, it’s okay”
Nialler is the Best : “You sure ?”
No, I’m not sure at all. I really want you to come over, so you can hug me until I fall asleep. Okay, I did not just think that. Back to reality Eline ! You can’t date a superstar, and you definitely cannot fall in love with one.
Before I can answer my phone, there’s a knock on the door. I open it, just to reveal Niall standing in the hallway, looking pretty tired.
‘Thought I might come after all.’ He smiles innocently at me. I chuckle. ‘I couldn’t sleep, and since you were answering I figured you couldn’t either ?’
‘Not really.’ I answer honestly. ‘Too much on my mind right now.’ I give him a weak smile while I open the door a little further so he can come in. He walks into the room and lies down on the bed.
‘How so ? You look pale.’ he looks at me, worried.
‘Don’t know, nerves I guess.’ I shrug. I might sound like I don’t think this is a big deal, but in my head it is. I’ve been freaking out about this moment ever since I realised I get to go on tour with One Direction and I had to make their outfits.
‘You don’t have to be nervous, you’ll be fine.’ He smiles at me.
‘And you don’t have any nerves at all ?’ I ask, raising my eyebrows.
‘I did not say that.’ He blinks.
‘It’s the same though.’
‘Yeah … Are you worried about the reactions of the fans ? Because they’ll love your outfits.’ He smiles reassuring, while I look at my fingers with an uncertain smile.
‘You don’t know that ! And yeah, the fans, you guys, management, everything.’
‘I might not know that, but I know the guys and I will love your outfits. At least I will.’ I look up at his face, he has a little smile plastered on it. I smile at him and lie next to him.
‘Thank you.’
‘No problem.’ He turns to look at me and he opens his arms, gesturing for me to come lie in his arms. I don’t want anything else, but I also know it’s wrong. So wrong. Although, I don’t want to be rude, so I take his invitation and place my head on his breast while he wraps his arms around me and start rubbing my back. His breathing and his heartbeat comfort me. I wish we could stay like this forever. There we go again. Eline, you have to stop this !
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Different - a Niall Horan love story
FanfictionWhat if your life could change forever because you have amazing friends ? Eline is about to find that out when her two best friends sign her up for being the new styling artist of the world famous band, One Direction ... Although Eline is a big fan...