im in love with my bully (justin bieber)

chapter 4

Crystals P.O.V

I honestly don't know why I was in his arms all I knew is that he had seen my scars and cuts he was going to tell everyone

after he pulled away I fell to the ground and just cryed I thought he had left already to go tell Chaz and Ryan but soon enough I felt a pair of arms wrap around me i jumped at first then I just gave in to his arms

we stayed like that for what seemed like forever soon after I heard a faint why?

was justin asking me why? Doese he really want to know why? him of all people should know the answer as to why I do this

I didn't answer him I just stayed in his arms I think my silence answerd his question because then he whispered "me" with disappointment

it was only meant for his ears but i heard

he said something that got me thinking if he really meant it, was he really sorry or was all this just a game

I pulled out of his embrace and just stared at him I never really paid attention to how beautiful he was

Justin was very beautiful I found myself staring at his lips wow what was I doing he was the reason to all my suffering he was the reason I had no friends why everyone hates me and laughs at me

I stood up as quickly as possible and I have to say I kind of missed the warmth of his arms but no this wasn't about his warmth

he looked up at me with a surprised expression on his cute face no crystal stop he's 

your bully

I had to get that through my head I started walking away and as I was about to grab my guitar justin got to it first i gave him a puzzled stare he took out the guitar and sat down and started playing a very familier tune 

he was playing my song the song i wrote that was my song only mine he couldnt be playing it, how did he even get that? where did he find it? that song was in my note book that i brought with me and fell out of my hand when i found him here god im so stupid i looked for it and found it on his lap 

to be quite honest he knew how to play it very well "i've never heard any song like this, what is it called?" he held a look of curiosity I didn't have a name for it yet " why did you get my notebook i never let you get it" i was furious

I tried calming myself down and I sat right beside him " I wrote the song a couple of weeks ago"

"you wrote it"

great he hates it and now he has something else he can make fun of

"it amazing"

"wait, what? you like it?"

"yeah it amazing could Umm.. maybe kind of sing it to me"

I laughed before answering

"I really dont sing in front of others"

"please"

"fine" I finally give in I grab my guitar and start to strum the beat to the song

This is a story that I have never told

I gotta get this off my chest to let it go

I need to take back the light inside you stole

You're a criminal

And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth