Christmas With my Ex-crush

Chapter 7:The Date

Chapter 7: The Date

Days passed by in a blur after the presentation.

I was in my condominium, it's weekends, so don't ask.

Geoff acted weird, like he's trying to stay away from me. I didn't know why though, but one thing is sure:

I don't like it.

These are just like old days, he's away from everybody else, and I would always find him by the swing in the garden.

That would be our special spot back then.

He would always keep quiet, but I knew in those moments that he have problems; I would not talk to him, we would just stay quiet and treasure the moment.

I thought he liked me, but he rejected me.

Being rejected—it hurts, of course especially if the person you thought who would not reject you just did. I knew that he treated me special, but I don't know why he did that.

Maybe I got false hopes, because I was stupid.

Stupidest and dumbest person to even think that the one I loved for almost all my life would even love me back.

Hah, I'm so ignorant.

Dan, well, he's... he's okay. We're okay. He's sweet just like four years ago, and he will always be. When I'm with him, I feel carefree, relaxed, and safe. He made me feel that I was special, that I have a reason to live.

He will never let me cry, he would never hurt me, he will always be right there to take care of the things I've messed up, and he's my knight and shining armour.

Maybe that's why I loved him, because when I got hurt, he put back all the pieces, he helped me stand up.

And for that, I would always be thankful.

That's why I want to make it up with him, because it felt like I've done something that hurted him, but still, I don't know that 'something' though.

I will treat him, movie date maybe? Let fate decide.

I took my phone and texted him

Demi

Babe! Good morning! Can you go in front of The Face Shop at 3 o'clock? Let's have a date!

In a minute, he replied. That's how fast he replies, if it's me.

My Love

Of course babe! Sure you don't need a ride? Your treat okay? :*

Why is he so sweet? Aww

Demi

Nope, I'll use my car, and I can manage! I'm not your girl anymore, I've grown up! See you in a bit! Love you.

Love you.

Last time, I said I love you, now, it's just love you. Why?

I don't understand myself.

My Love

Aww, you're still my girl! I love you always! See you 

He's still kind, that's why I really think he's the one.

Ugh, why do I feel that this is wrong? Why am I sad? I'm supposed to be happy! I will see my Dan!

I managed to take a bath and choose the clothes I wear when we date; yellow dress with black wedges. Proper accessories, like black necklace and a light makeup, with pink lipstick to be natural. I looked at the mirror, and I noticed that I haven't changed a bit.