Have you ever been so happy that nothing can mess it up and then one by one all the happiness falls and goes away.
I was too the point where I was so happy that I began looking back and started to think how did that ever happen? Was that even me? And then one by one, piece by piece it is all happening again and I'm just stuck fighting it all. All of it.
I don't enjoy showing emotion. It was something my family never did and will probably never do. It's hard to because everyone just thinks your joking.
God I love jokes. I love the laughter they bring and how everyone will listen in because everyone thoroughly enjoys joke. My little sister and I get to the point where we start thinking of extremely stupid jokes and they just get so stupid we go into laughing fits because they are just so ridiculous.
Oh my little sister. Shes a wild one. Out f three kids she is the only one who is truly extrovert. My brother and I, introvert all the way. It amazes me how much we are all alike and how we are all so different at the same time.
I wish we could go back. Not because I miss being a small child, but I just want to cherish our moments together one last time. My brother left for boot camp for the Marines a day before his 18th birthday and it's almost been a year since then and he has already been deployed to Japan for at least three years. He's been there almost two months now. It's crazy.
Growing up I sorta imagined us staying together. It was stupid really, we had this little business idea. My brother would become an architect and he would construct an amazing building. My little sister would run and operate a restaurant, and I would cook. If only it were that easy.
Here recently I had the opportunity to open my own business. I went with a bakery since I have a huge love for baking. Note to those interested in doing a similar thing: the health department is not your friend and does not like you. Sad, but true.
Anyway, the business is doing great and I love being able to say I own one. Although people still look at me like a child, it's nice to have that opportunity.
Always take the opportunities that come along, they lead to great things.
