I want her back. Have you ever had someone in your life come and go? Not like living then dead but like fall into a depressional state, even if they won't amit it.
I thought she had changed. I gave her $300. Three hundred and I thought she would attempt to give it back at least. Three hundred dollars of my business money down the drain like was it not good enough I already bought her a $150 gift?!?
I don't even think she is in there anymore. She use to be a happy person. She use to show at least a little emotion. She doesn't even do anything when she comes home from work. She doesn't even respond to text messages.
You always get told to push thenegative people out of your life. How though when it's the woman who gave birth to you? When you love her with more love than your heart can hold?
Damn, I love my mother. She;s my hero. She's done so much for me, my sibling, our family. She was widowed while being so young, and with three young children. Wiith such a small income, I don't know how she ever did it.
There is so many reasons I look up to her and that's what makes it so hard. She's done so much. She's loved so much. She's sacrificed so much. Then she goes and does those types of things and it just amazes me how many different moods a person can have.
Literally amazes me.
