I started watching Grey's Anatomy an it's officially wrecked my life and I couldn't be more happier about it like oh my its so good I'm in love.
Don't you love how things have those types of influences on you? Like seriously the things and objects that influence us and make us happy are so cray if you think about it really. Like who seriously would've thought as a child they would love something so much. Like its always said you'll grow up and live in a happy marriage and hopefully you won't go through divorce, but no one prepares you for the beauty of loving things throughout life before you meet that person.
Personally, since I was younger I have loved cleaning and organizing and baking. Those things are the things that interested me. That's what intrigued me. Now I'm all about boys and baking and writing. It's crazy.
I've changed for a guy that never even noticed me and it was the worse thing I've ever gone through. For the love of god, don't change for anyone but yourself. It's seriously never worth the unhappiness you'll go through. I can't ever get that through my head. I always think I'll be happier at the end of this transformation and it never happens.
I guess that's how you find yourself though. I guess that's how you find what you truly love and who you truly love.
I haven't gotten there yet.
