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School Probs

https://twitter.com/wtfkareem/status/732335551072763904

Okay so recently my school (Christian school) made a post on fb stating that they "wanted to reassure" the parents that our school wasnt going to open up bathrooms to transgenders since the new law here states that all public schools must open them up to them. Since ours is a private school it doesn't apply to us, but it just really ticked me off how they worded the paragraph..... "We need to pray for our country" and "America has fallen" and the comments were GOLD. Of course most people were like "amen!" And some other shît but there's this one lady who was like "I don't think this school is teaching what Jesus would've wanted" and I'm like "Yes HUNTY, preach!"

Cuz literally we have bible class for an hour everyday and it's torture cuz right now we are talking about how "homosexuality has become a big issue in America" ....... And idk I keep feeling like triggers are going to set off because in our purity unit thingy (abstinence, healthy relationships, etc) we are talking about abusive relationships and idk I've never really been triggered by those topics but lately in class I've noticed I start shaking when we talk about it and I think it's because I now know people who are in abusive relationships online and it just gets to me, you know? Anyways, one girl in my class had THE NERVE to say "how do two guys even have,um. S-. yeah. Like, I don't get it. That's wrong and GROSS. " and my teacher said "yes, you are right! But modern society has twisted things to be okay" and I'm sitting there FUMING and glaring at everyone in class. I REALLLY wanted to say something but no words would come out. Like, I'm considered a "good student" at school and I guess that bugged me and so I didn't say anything? I've told kids in my class I think gays aren't bad and that I like them, but I haven't really said it out loud in a discussion. I just feel like I don't have enough courage to stand up? I really do want to, but there's things holding me back. See if I was in public school and this happened I would've started debating with the girl saying she's wrong. But something about the atmosphere at our school holds me back.

Anyways I just wanted to share with y'all what's been going on..... I'm kinda just waiting until I graduate from the school and get to go to (public) high school next year and then I can go and rant to my current school about how they are f-Ed up.

If any of you are having trouble dealing with your sexuality, relationships, family, etc. my inbox is always open so feel free to message me whenever you need to let it out or just to rant about a topic. I love you all very much <3

~Jaelynn~