Random Thoughts and Fangirl Spot

Um hi. (Announcement)

Um hi.

So I've been struggling to come to terms with my sexuality ever since the new year..... I've been thinking about it, then pushing down the thoughts over and over again for the past, I don't know 5 months? Not very long for some people......

But I finally feel comfortable enough to come out here on Wattpad. I don't have a label to define my sexuality because in all honesty? 1) I don't need one 2) I don't EXACTLY know WHAT my sexuality is
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Except for the fact that as well as liking boys, I also wouldn't mind dating a girl.

So there's a special someone who has helped me come to terms with myself ...... And that special someone is my beautiful girlfriend Kyah ( RoseGoldHeart ) ...... She is just my everything . The peanut butter to my jelly, the Scö to my mìche , the ..... Well you get the idea haha. She and I have been best friends since the 20th of February and as some of you may have noticed (*coughs* Alex ) our friendship always seemed different.... Seemed a little more. And so I'm not going to give y'all all the details on how we got together cuz that can stay a secret between me and Kyah, but yesterday on the 15th of June at 9:25am, after much emotional revelations between the two of us, she asked me to be her girlfriend..... And how could I say no? She is Beautiful. Kind. Caring. Thoughtful. Loving. Compassionate. Charismatic. And so many other wonderful characteristics that'll take me WAYYYY too long to write (:

So yes, the Kylynn ship ACTUALLY has set sail. And I couldn't be more thrilled XD

I love you, Kyah, so so so so SO much and words cannot describe how happy and content I am right now in life. So thank you. <3333333

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And to those of you reading this and know me IRL , God forbid that happening because I'm not ready to come out IRL, please don't say anything about this to anyone.... I'm not ready yet. And please respect that.

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Um so yeah..... Wow. That's feels really good to get some of that weight off my shoulders.

I love you all,
~Jaelynn~