CLARISSA'S POV AND THOUGHTS
TAYLOR FINALLY CAME TO SEE US IN THE HOSPITAL I'M GUESSING WHEN SHE CALLED SAM AN FOUND OUT I WENT INTO LABOR AND HAD THE TWINS . I KNEW SOMETHING WAS GOING ON WITH TAYLOR AND SHE WASN'T TALKING TO ANYONE LATELY .......... EVER SINCE THE WEDDING AND EVERYTHING WITH AJ SHE'S BEEN WITHDRAWING MORE AND MORE INTO HERSELF AND IT'S REALLY GOT ME CONCEARNED ......
I REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO FEEL ALONE AND CONFUSED LIKE YOUR WORLD WAS CRASHING IN ON YOU ALL AT ONCE . I KNEW THAT FEELING ALL TOO WELL THANKS TO MY WICKED WITCH OF A MOTHER AND MY EX HUSBAND AND HIS PSYCHO COUSIN AND MY TWISTED UNCLE TOO ...... BUT ALL THAT HAS CHANGED NOW SINCE I'VE GOT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WITH ME WES AND MY TWO BEAUTIFUL LITTLE TWIN MONSTERS WHO WERE JUST PERFECT IF YOU ASKED ME .
I WAS SPENDING A FEW EXTRA DAYS HERE AT THE HOSPITAL TO MAKE SURE THERE WERE NO COMPLICATIONS WITH GIVING BIRTH AT HOME EARLY LIKE I HAD SINCE I HAD A HISTORY WITH ENDOMETREOSIS IN THE PAST AND EVERYTHING . DOC WANTED TO TAKE ALL THE POSSIBLE PRECAUTIONS TO MAKE SURE MOMMY WAS HEALTHY TOO . WHICH I WAS GLAD ABOUT BECAUSE TO BE HONEST SOMETIMES RUNNING BULLY'S BIG HOUSE WITH ALL THE KIDS AND THE BOYS GOT A BIT TOO MUCH FOR ME IF I'M HONEST . EVEN WES SAW IT SOMETIMES .......
TODAY I WAS SPENDING MUCH OF THE DAY ALONE HERE SINCE THE BOYS AND KIDS AND EVEN AMBER HAD SOME MEDIA STUFF AND A HOUSE SHOW THEY ALL NEEDED TO BE AT WITH THIS NEW DRAFT THING THEY WERE DOING BETWEEN TNA AND WWE WHICH WAS NUTTY IF YOU ASKED ME ....... SURE IT MADE SENSE AT FIRST WITH THE INVASION AND ALL BUT NOW ITS JUST GETTING OUT OF HAND IF YOU ASK ME .....
I MEAN I KNOW THAT THE BOYS AND DADDY ARE GETTING A NEW STORY LINE SOON SINCE BULLY AND ACES AND EIGHTS ARE BASICALLY BREAKING APART DUE TO THIS INVASION AND DRAFT AND BULLY'S NEW GIRL TOY BROOKE TESSMACHER . SHE'S A NICE GIRL TO MOST EVERYONE ELSE BUT SHE DOESN'T HAVE ME FOOLED AT ALL SHE'S A BITCH PURE AND SIMPLE AND SHE'S BARKING UP THE WRONG TREE TRYING TO MESS AROUND WITH MY HUSBAND WHILE I'M OUT RIGHT NOW .......
HOW DID I FIND OUT ABOUT THAT YOU ASK ? SIMPLE THE GIRLS ALL TOLD ME ABOUT IT AS WELL AS WES AND GARRETT SEEMS THAT BROOKE WAS ALSO HITTING ON EVERY OTHER GUY IN ACES AND EIGHTS AS WELL JUST TO SEE WHAT WOULD HAPPEN I'M GUESSING KNOWING THAT RIGHT NOW I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SINCE I WAS PREGNANT WITH THE TWIN LITTLE MONSTERS AND EVERYTHING AND I COULDN'T GET UPSET OR TOO STRESSED OUT OR I COULD LOOSE THEM ......
WELL NEWSFLASH FOR YOU BROOKIE ONCE I'M ABLE TO AND I'M CLEARED FROM DOC GUESS WHAT THE BITCH IS BACK AND I'M GOING TO SO KICK YOUR ASS FOR NOT ONLY MESSING WITH MY HUSBAND BUT ALSO MY BROTHER AND MY FAMILY AS WELL . NOBODY AND I DO MEAN NOBODY MESSES WITH WHAT'S MINE ! ! ! ! ! JUST ASK AMBER OR JESSE THEY WILL TELL YOU ENOUGH TIMES I'VE SHOWN PEOPLE THAT I MOST DEFINITELY AIN'T NO LADY TO MESS WITH ON THAT ISSUE .....
ANYWAYS I WAS SO LOST IN MY THOUGHTS I DIDN'T HEAR THE KNOCK ON THE DOOR , NOR DID I NOTICE KNUXY WHEN HE CAME IN LOOKING UPSET AND WORRIED AND LOST AND CONFUSED......
MICHAEL KNOX WHAT'S WRONG ? COME HERE YOU SPILL IT ......TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG BIG GUY ......
CLARISSA , I'M JUST .... I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE WHAT TO SAY TO TAYLOR OR HOW TO FEEL AROUND HER WITH OUT JUST BREAKING DOWN IN FRONT OF HER ..... CLARISSA YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT TAYLOR ..... I'VE ONLY EVER FELT THAT WAY ABOUT ONE OTHER PERSON BEFORE YEARS AGO AND WELL NOW SHE'S ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND HAPPILY MARRIED WITH TWINS , WHICH I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE HAPPEN ......GIVEN OUR HISTORY CLARISSA . YOU KNOW DOC AND I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU WHEN WE LEFT LIKE WE DID HONEY ...... WE HAD OUR REASONS FOR LEAVING . BUT WE STILL KEPT TABS ON YOU AND WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU ALL THAT TIME . AND EVERYTIME WE CAME TO TOWN WE BOTH WANTED TO JUST CALL OR STOP AND SEE YOU AGAIN BUT WE COULDN'T BECAUSE WE KNEW YOU WOULD PROBABLY KICK OUR ASSES .....
