Guilty Pleasure

Dont judge

*Drew P.O.V.*

I looked between both girls and instantly got confused. I didn't want to hurt anyone, even though I was causing hurt to the most sweetest girl in the school. "I-i..." I was so stuck in my thoughts I couldn't even talk.

"Who Drew?!" Paris yelled at me. I shut my eyes and took deep breaths. I looked at Courtney and she was just looking at me with a smirk plastered on her face.

"Yeah, who drew ?" She chuckled. Her cockiness turns me on I swear. Everyone's eyes was on me waiting for me to choose.

"Drew?" Joilee said. I looked at him and he mouthed the words. "You gotta choose now." I bit my lip and closed my eyes. I slowly turned my body and walked away from everybody making everyone start to chatter about what I just did.

"Drew?!" Paris yelled after me and I just ignored and walked out the school.

*Paris P.O.V.*

I watched drew leave out and my body filled with sadness and anger. I snapped my head towards Courtney and instantly got pissed. "Why the hell cant you just find your own man?!" I exclaimed.

I guess that surprised her a bit. "He wanted me-"

"It doesn't matter Courtney! You knew he had a girlfriend you knew about me so why couldn't you just leave him alone, he's my happiness and you took that away from me my senior year. Why couldn't you just be that girl who had some self respect and said no to him and walked away and not open your legs for him. Okay maybe he did want you but your grown enough to have said no and knew better. What if this was you? What if you was in my position?" She looked at me and was speechless. "It doesn't feel good to see your boyfriend look at another girl the way he used to look at you, beg another girl for attention and not giving his current girlfriend any attention at all, it doesn't feel good to hear all the promises you made being broken." I took a deep breath with hot tears streaming down my face and walked away. Everyone watched me walk away and I heard some whisper.

I walked out the door and got in my car and cried. I took my jacket off and looked at my scars on my arms, I remember cutting myself every night because of all the pain my dad caused me, all the neglect I got from my mom, all the lies everyone told me. Drew was my escape he was my happiness but he's just like the rest. Temporary.

I just sat there in pain and heartbroken. I started my car and drove, I drove around everywhere just to get away from this hell we call life.

*Courtney P.O.V.*

"Are you happy with what you did to her?" Shelli said but this time more calm.

"Can you shut-" Shelli cut Lexi off by grabbing me and pulling me away from everyone.

"Paris is a very fragile girl. She goes through the worst at home, she's been hospitalized 3 times from attempted suicide." I looked at her shock. "Why you think she's so nice and always smiling, she's hiding pain. Yea I know I'm a bitch I make people fear me so they won't fuck with Paris but you get here and turned her life upside down again. Drew was her biggest escape from everything he may not know what's going on with her but he made her truly happy he makes her try he makes her wake up and want to smile, you putting her back where she started before Drew." She shook her head at me. "Don't judge a book by its cover, don't be so quick to judge the outside looking in, be careful next time." She walked away most likely looking for Paris.

Damn was all I could think right now.

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