Guilty Pleasure

Lie

We made it to her house and she kissing all up on me leading me to her room. She laid me down on her bed and got on top of me straddling me. "Paris? " She pulled away from me put of breath.

"What ? What's wrong? " She looked at me with anxious all in her eyes.

"Paris what's going on? " I looked at her with confusion. 

"I just want to have sex with my boyfriend. " It was almost like she was pleading to have sex with me.  I can't just turn her down liked that.

"Alright. " She half smiled and went back to kissing me. I flipped us over so I was on top of her. I slipped her shirt off and she slipped mine off. I kissed down to her belly button taking off her cheer shorts along with her underwear. She slipped off my gym shorts and and boxers. I looked at her again. "Are you sure? " She looked like she was unsure if she wanted to do this. 

"Y-yeah let's just do it. " I took a deep breath and she nodded. I grabbed and condom putting it on and slowly started to enter her. She winced in pain as she dug her nails in my back. I kissed along her neck to her lips. "I love you to. " She told me as she looked in my eyes.

I looked at her and guilt ran through my whole body. What am I doing ? I can't believe I'm cheating on my girl. "I love you to. " I started to stroke and she winced even louder. My feelings literally just came back for Paris and now I'm taking her virginity all because I'm cheating on her with someone I just met.

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Paris fell asleep as soon as we finished. I looked at my phone and I had a message from a couple people but none from Courtney,  I haven't talked to her since this morning. I started to get anxious and curious I looked at Paris sleeping on my bare chest. I slowly slipped out of bed with her and started putting on my clothes quietly. I grabbed my phone and keys and left out.

I knocked on the door and Courtney opened the door in a hoodie and sweatpants. "Yes? " She raised her eyebrow at me.  I pushed her in the room and immediately started kissing her. "Woah, slow down. " She pushed me back a little. "What is up with you? "

"Nothing." She looked at me then started back kissing me leading me to the couch. She sat on top of me,  I was full on hard right now. I groaned as she kissed my spot slowly grinding on me. But she stopped and looked at me.

"What's wrong?" She looked at me with a hard stare. "And if you don't talk to me you just waisted gas. " I sighed.

"I can't stay away from you no matter how hard I try, I got feelings for you and I'm not just thinking with my dick.  I like you a lot Courtney but guilt is running through my body cause she finally gave it up to me after years of waiting,  but I can't leave you alone I have to touch on you some kind of way I have to feel your sweet lips on mine and I have to hear your voice. " She half smiled at me.

"Drew calm down alright, She gave you her virginity? " I nodded. "She did that for your attention that's she losing. Stop making it obvious that somethings going on. "

"What? "

"When you were inside of her what happened? "

"She told me she loved me. "

"That's where the guilt came huh? " I nodded,  ", that's because you realized what was going on , Did you say it back? " I nodded. "Where are your feelings Drew. "

"I have feelings for you. "

"No baby,  you think you do. Feelings don't just leave when you just fucked your girl for the first time,  Your here with me a girl who your fighting to stay away from but is failing terribly."

"Then what do I do? " I looked down and she grabbed my face making me look at her.

"Stop running to me,  stop coming to me. Let's see how long you can stay away from me and how long you can maintain those feelings for me and Paris ." I nodded and stop got from on top of me. "I'll see you around. " I sighed and slowly stood up and walked out. She kissed my cheek before closing the door.

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I put my keys and phone down , I took my shirt off along with my gym shorts so I was just in my boxers. I laid down with Courtney on my mind, I don't think I can stay away from her. I'm in too deep to just stay away. I took a deep breath and ran my hands over my face. "Where were you? " Paris asks as she came out her bathroom and laid back down on my chest.

"Joliee had an emergency and needed me. " She nodded and went back to sleep. Lying to Paris is becoming a habit,  everything coming out my mouth to her is a lie.

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