My Crazy Book of Randomness

Vent

So... I normally don't do this, I might not even publish it but I just wanna get some stuff off my chest... This isn't something I'm good at, I don't like complaining to people, I don't like sharing my problems and fears and shit like that with other people. I know it's good for you but I don't like it because usually when I do stuff like that I cry, and I hate crying in front of people. Like HATE it.

*sigh* dammit... I normally don't swear much either but this might have a lot because I think it helps...

I guess first of all I should explain why I haven't been on wattpad lately. I've just been stressed out with school, and I got a new job and I guess I haven't really been motivated lately... I also really want to get motivated again but it's hard... I will try I promise.

Okay so... Gosh I don't know how to do this... There's so much I want to say but don't know how to say it...

I guess... Fuck here come the tears...

Alright, I guess first... I'm a bit frustrated with my family... Not angry with or anything just frustrated and bit upset... Mostly it's just my mom and I are so different so we don't see eye to eye all the time... And I guess I'll leave it at that.

This next one is gonna seem stupid but I really need to let it out. School has just been stressing me out a bit, and it's really things I shouldn't stress about but because I'm not the smartest and there's a lot of things and people that make me feel stupid. I'm one of those people that doesn't like asking for help; because I feel silly and stupid when I do... But there's also those people who make me life a bit easier with humor and making me laugh.

I also role play with friends, which I guess is fun, but I know some people don't see it that way, and I don't like being told that it's childish... It's like writing a story... Just different.

Ugh... I'm sorry I'll just stop now... I can't do this... And just an FYI I'm not depressed or anything. (At least I'm pretty sure I'm not)

*sigh* I'm only gonna post this just for the wattpad info part... If you wanna read the rest is up to you...

Night guys...