Famous [BEING EDITED]

Ch. 17 The Bad Choices I Make

Ally POV
After I had relaxed, I settled into bed and opened my phone. 1:00 AM? Hm. I scrolled through my Twitter and saw that a bunch of people had tagged me saying rude things. Not surprising. @TheCameronDallas tweeted

Ally, you broke my heart. I'm sorry if I made you feel low. I'm moving on. You will soon see me with some one else, and I hope you feel terrible. @AlisonRaquelGomez

I did feel terrible. I felt even worse after that. I ignored it and went onto his account on Instagram. Instantly I sobbed. There was a video. I clicked it. "I love you, Alison Raquel Gomez." He showed his carved arm and I burst in to tears. Oh my God... I did this. I ran out of the room and shut the door. Instantly I ran to to Nash Cameron's and Jack Gs room. I knocked so many times. A tired Nash stood at the door. "What?" He asked grumpily. "Where's- Cameron?!" I asked panting. "He told me not to tell you." He said more awake. "Please Nash! Oh PLEASEEE oh please!" I fell to the floor and cried my heart out. "He's at the beach.. Why?" He asked. "Go on his Instagram, thanks and I won't tell him you told me!" I ran away before he can say anything and into the lobby. I ran outside, cold winds overtaking me. I shivered since I was still in my clothes. I walked to the beach, and saw him standing there, throwing rocks into the ocean. As I got closer I heard mumbling. "Cameron, what if she didn't mean it? You know you love her.. But does she?" He was talking to himself. "I do." He turned around startled. "I'm so sorry, Cam! I can't believe I did this to you. I - I" I burst into tears. He hugged me tightly. "I love you." I whimpered.

Cameron POV
I can feel her, I can feel her love. I knew that those three words were magical. They were extreme. They weren't the regular plain I love you, they had sensation.. Loyalty, love. Literal love. She cried into my shoulder and I began to cry too. She lifted up my sleeve and we sat down. She went to the ocean and cupped water. She laid the water on my cuts. It burned. "Ow.." I squeal gently. They eventually become numb. "How did you-?" I ask. She interrupts. "I helped my dad when he used to cut when my mom left him... He was a doctor and he said , 'try ocean water' I ran to that ocean, drowned myself too. But got a bucket of that water, and the next day one of his cuts was sealed up. He would dip his hand in the water every day and everytime his skin would grow over it. It's the saltiness of the water that cleanses it. It's natural salt water, not salt inside of water." She explains obviously deep in thought. (Guys I don't think that's a real thing I was just making it up cuz I wanted Cam to heal!!! I love him! I was crying when I wrote the last chapter lol!) "thanks. We should get back." I say. "So are we still-" "you bet cha!" I interrupt. We get back home and I fall asleep right when I get there.

Jack G POV
Yes, we ended up having sex. No, the boys didn't see. Yes, I slept with her in her bed. That sum it up? Good.

The next morning.
Once I woke up I looked next to me. Steph??!!! What the fuck....? I gently took the blanket off of me and... I was naked. I peeked under and saw Steph. My eyes got wide. "Aw, fuck!" I whispered, looking on the floor for a condom. I gasped. I ran to the trash can. No condom. Oh... My .... God... There was a 99.99999999 chance that I got her Preggo.... Ah fuck Jack what drug were you on? OH YEAH! I WAS DRUNK! Oh my goshhhh. I'm so stupid. I slipped my shirt on and shorts and slipped out of the door, closing it behind me. "Hey babe..." I heard mumbling and I ran to the elevator. Once I got in, I closed my eyes and yelled. "FUCK I GOT A GIRL PREGANT!!!" That got my anger out. A girl I loved, that I wasn't ready to kiss, I fucking fucked her. "What?" I heard a familiar voice and looked over to see. "Ally! I can- explain!" I said, gasping. "Who did you fuck?" She asked stepping closer to me. "I .. Um?" I said, stalling. "I heard about you and Cam.. Breaking up!" I said. "Uh, WHO DID YOU FUCK?" She asked. "I.. Fucked... Stephanie." I said. She gasped. "The girl that Josh cheated on?" She asked. "Yes, the girl that Josh fucked- I mean cheated on. I have a good reason... I was drunk!" I explained covering for myself. We ended up in the lobby and she dropped her beach towels. "WHY WOULD YOU BE AROUND A GIRL WHEN YOURE DRUNK? DIDNT YOU KNOW YOURE ALWAYS HORNY AND YOU LIKE FUCKING PEOPLE? Gosh!" She exclaimed. I was taken aback. "Uh, why the fuck do you care who I fuck, ALLY?! I heard that YOU fuck Cameron all the FUCKIN TIME!" I yelled back, shoving her away from me. She gasped. "I DO NOT! As a matter of fact, I've fucked NO ONE!" She yelled back, shoving me. Wind grasped my stomach but I stood straight again. "YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO FUCK HIM ANYWAYS! SO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU HOLDING BACK? BECAUSE YOU LIKE HAYES?" I asked angrily. She squinted and gritted her teeth. "DONT YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME LIKE THAT BITCH OH YOU DONT KNOW ME I GO ALL OUT! YOURE SUCH A PERVERT, GETTING DOWN ON YOUR FANS!" She screamed. I was mad. "OH SHUT UP YOU SLUT! IVE SEEN YOU GOING DOWN ON CAMERON! HE PROBABLY FUCKING CHEATED ON YOU! WONT YOU FUCKING LOOK THROUGH YOUR BLIND EYES?!! HE OBVIOUSLY FUCKED YOUR FRIEND, HAYLEY! I SAW THEM LAST WEEK BITCH!" I shoved her harder this time. She hit her head on the wall, and her eyes became glossy. She tried to stand up, but I moved my arm and accidentally punched her stomach. I covered my mouth in guilt, but I acted as if I didn't care.

Ally POV
Did cam really cheat?  Pain filled my stomach as I took another blow. My head throbbed with pain and my stomach hurt like hell. It burned. Not the physical pain but.., Cam? Cheating? How would he? And Hayley? I didn't think she would be jealous of the magcon boys and me. I cried. Because cam. Not because of the pain. Jack covered his mouth, then let go and put on an angry face. He walked away carelessly. I grasped the ground trying to stop my pain, and I screamed, I screamed like my life was ending. That was a bad choice, because I realized now what I had to do. I had to actually know that my life was ending..