Famous [BEING EDITED]

Ch. 18: The most Pain.. Ever?

After I was done curling into a ball, I walked to the beach. I walked down the little mud slide and put my feet into the ocean. It was warm, and strangely calm, like no waves. I stepped in deeper until I was at my waist. Nobody was here, and birds chirped excitedly. I took a last breath and sunk deeper. I sunk slowly, as I felt my breath going away, gurgling the water out of my mouth, I closed my eyes calmly and let my self sink in the hot water. It was painful. The water clutched my sides. My lungs begged for air, as they filled with the sea water. I tried spitting it out, but it did no use. My eyes burst open and it burned for about two seconds then I got used to it. Surrounding me were tiny fish. As I fell deeper I could almost see the ocean floor.

Why would you kill yourself now? You have so much to live for! Think about your dad. What would he want you to do?

I widened my eyes. Agh, stupid mind! You're interrupting my- I felt tight arms grab around my waist, and I tried screaming, but it was no use cause the only thing that came out was bubbles. I bit my lip in pain, and shock. I shut my eyes tightly and felt myself being dragged upwards. My mind was spinning, my lungs gave out, and suddenly everything grew pitch black.

Ryan POV
I dragged her upwards and upwards, losing my strength with ever pull. I wanted to cry, and let go, but I couldn't loose my grip. This is another life in my hands. I'd realized that she was calm and stiff now. I bit my lip in pain as I made on strong push upwards and plopped her up the landslide and onto the blanket. I felt her heart. It was very slow. I gave her mouth to mouth and pumped her stomach. Water rushed out, and she flinched, but went back into place. As I spit the salty water out of my mouth, I coughed. I breathed in the fresh air and sat there watching the sunset. I looked over at her bare stomach and ripped clothes. Her stomach was bruised. Her head too. Was she being abused? Did she drown herself. I'd have to wait till she woke up for her to answer that. I lay on my back and stared up at the sky. Sunset rose down beautifully, as if the sun were drowning in the ocean. I closed my eyes when I heard a little groan. I was startled and looked over. She was awake.

Ally POV
I looked over and mumbled, "Cameron.," I groaned. I opened my eyes. Nope not Cameron. He didn't have his bright brown eyes. He had wet messy but cute black hair, and piercing green and blue ish eyes. Damn he was hot! Crap, Ally! Shut up! You have a boyfriend! I rolled my eyes and groaned. His eyes deepend and he looked worried. "W - what's wrong?" He hesitated. I shook my head. "Nothing! Just thinking." I held my aching head in pain and groaned a little quieter. He rubbed my aching spot on my head. I smiled, and he released his hands. "Thanks," I mumbled, smiling. "Are you hungry?" He asks in a normal voice.

Ryan POV
"Are you hungry?" I ask, not hesitating this time. She was stunning. Amazing. And maybe I was to get my first kiss? Nah, probably not. She was too hottttt. Her brown wavy hair flowed to her waist. Her stunning blue eyes locked into mine. My mouth hung open. "Hello?" She asked, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Huh?" I asked cluelessly. She bit her lip. "I'll come with you. I just have to change first. What room are you in?" She asked. "What? Oh.. I live next door to the hotel." She smiles and nods. "Well I'll go get changed too, and I'll meet you at my place?" I ask. She nods. "Sounds good." She smiles. "Thanks for saving me..." She kisses my cheek. I'm never washing this cheek again. Gosh, she can't find out I live with---

Ally POV
I waved at him and we walked our different ways. I sighed in awe, and when I entered the hotel room, I didn't notice something. "UGHHH he's so hot!!!" I groaned. "What?" Matthew asked, looking up. I looked up. Shit. Matthew, Taylor, and Carters room. "AAAHH, ummm? Wrong room, bye!" Matthew grabbed my wrists. "Why are you cheating on Cameron? Who the fuck with?!" He pulled my wrist harder and twisted it. "Aaah!" I moaned in pain. He lets go, and I hold my red wrists. "I'm talking about Cameron!" I yell, and start to fake cry. "Oh.. I - I'm so sorry!" He says, holding out his hand to hug me. I slap it away and walk out. I peacefully walk to my room when.. Against the wall, I see the girl from the club and Cameron making out. She moans, and I see him biting her lips. "Mm! I love you. I will have sex with you. I don't know why Alison wouldn't, you fierce cheetah." She growls trying to be cute. I clench my fists. "Yeah babe. She never wanted to have sex with me, and if she did I would still be with her. Of course I broke up with her." I had no guilt of what I was about to do. I ran up to Kristina and slapped her. Then I punched her till she fainted. "Oh my gosh ally thanks you saved me! She was making out with me. I tried to tell her that I-" I slapped him. "LIAR! YOU CHEATER! I saw it all. Good thing I've been cheating TOO!" I scream. I didn't actually cheat. Fine he wanted sex. Boys are damn thirsty! I will give whoever I met sex. He will stay with me and I will show Cameron! I growled, stomping away, not filled with any guilt or hurt.

Ryan POV
"Honey, I was worried about you! Why would you leave like that?" She asked, hugging me. "Mom, I'm sorry. I found a girl that I like. What's wrong? You look worried..." I say. "Um, well, I have news-" I nod, telling her to continue. "I'm going.. To.. Jail..." She says, gulping. My eyes widen. "WHAT WHY?" I scream. "Because.. I've been helping this man.... And we got caught.. Abusing his wife.. And um. She had a baby... We killed her.. I might've helped him rob a bank too...." She says gulping. "WHAT? get out of this DAMN HOUSE!" I scream. She growls, then her look softens. "You're right, I don't deserve you.." She says innocently. "YOU DONT!" Her eyes widen and she walks out, waving. "Last words?" I growl. "I love you." She whispers before I shut the door. I sigh. "UGHHH!" I run my fingers through my hair. When I'm about to punch the wall I hear a knock. I hold away the pain and open it. As I saw her I planted a smile on my face. She looked tired, as if she'd been through a lot in the past hour.

Ally POV
He forcefully smiled. He look tired, as if he'd been through a lot in the past hour. "What's wrong?" We ask at the same time. We lightly giggle. "Come in." He says, holding my hand. When I sit on the couch, he quickly says, "you first!" And I laugh. "Okay, well Cameron is cheating on me." I say. "Umm. Whos Cameron?" He asks. "Cameron Dallas magcon. I'm on tour with them. We were dating." I say. "Wow that's awesome! I'm sorry though." He says. I nod and smile. "I'll be fine. You're turn!" I say, grinning. "My mom is going to jail, but it's all okay now.." He says quietly looking at the floor. I grab his hand. "Aw, my gosh.." I say in sympathy. I lift his head up, and his eyes sparkle in pain. He slowly leans in and I stand up not realizing he wanted to kiss me.

Wow how stupid you were ally!

"We should go." I say. "Um, yeah. Wanna go to Starbucks?" He asks. I nod and we walk off.

2 weeks later
"We're leaving LA today." Taylor announces while we sit in Starbucks, Ryan sitting next to me.

Yep we know each other's names now.

He grasps my hand tightly, and I feel Cameron's stare on me.

"But.. Ally." He whispers in my ear. I kiss his cheek. "I'm staying." I announce. The boys settle their drinks on the table. "Why?" Matthew asks, lifting his drink up again. I bite my lip about to speak. Cameron stands up, and points his finger in Ryan's face. "You? Is it him? Is HE holding you back? You're going to magcon! Everyone wants you there. You're really gonna stay here cause of this-" I interrupt him and stand up. "HE IS BETTER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE AND IF I GO WITH YOU THEN HE GOES TOO!" I shout. He looks taken aback, and he sits back. Jack g sits with his hands covering his face, not even listening. "I think that sounds great, he can stay in your hotel." Hayes smiles. The boys smile and I see Cameron glare at Hayes. "I need to talk to you later." Ryan says. I nod and smile as we finish our Starbucks.