when I'm with you (phan fiction)

Chapter 2

Ashlen

When I finally came to I was laying on a couch with a blanket over me and had no idea where I was. Then I rolled over and saw Dan Howell and Phil Lester sitting on chairs looking at me scared out I their wits as if I had been the one who barged into their house. All I remembered was crying on a park bench and seeing Dan and blacking out, but here I was sitting on the couch of my two favorite youtubers.

"H-h-how did I get here?" I finally got out.

"I carried you." Murmured Dan.

"Why am I here?" I said in a daze.

"Cause you were crying on a park bench?" Dan half said half asked.

I looked down ashamed and realized I was soaking wet on their expensive looking couch. I immodestly jumped up am apologized for getting their couch wet and told them I should be going.

"Your not really in a go out in that rain again are you?" Phil asked.

" I will be fine" I mumbled and tried to walk out.

"No. Your staying here for the night. Your obviously not ok Ashlen." Dan said blocking the door.

I sighed and sat down on the floor and leaned my head against the wall.

"You should've left me to die out there." I told them.

"I think you need some sleep Ashlen." Phil told me. Then Dan tossed me some clothes. I shakily got up and walked to where I knew the bathroom would be and went in shaking cause I knew he had tossed me a short sleeved shirt. I slowly took off all my wet clothes that had been soaked through and put on a really only pair of dans underwear and basketball shorts and a baggy T-shirt. I finished getting dressed an looked in the mirror knowing when I got in there my wrists would be completely expose with fresh cuts from recent nights and cuts from years past three forths of the way up to both elbows. Plus if I say down the wrong way the shorts would fall back showing millions more on my upper thighs, but I walked back into the lounge anyway.

Dan

When she came out she looked completely terrified of me and Phil. She just got to the door and stood there on the verge of tears. Even though I know I shouldn't I ran up to her and embraced her in a huge hug. At first she flinched from lack of human contact in so long, but then she embraced me back and I felt a couple droplets of water on my shoulder.

Do you want something to drink or eat? Asked Phil who was standing behind me ready to help her in anyway possible.

Ok she responded simply and we walked to the kitchen In silence.

I didn't knowtice her wrists until we got into the kitchen and sat down at the small table and started to eat our takeout. Her wrists were her while story. They were covered in scars and fresh cuts that were painfully obvious they had been from earlier that day. When she knowticed me eyeing them she asked for a sweatshirt and I fetched her one regretting the staring. I just felt so sorry for her as we say there and are silently. After a little while I realized that she probley didn't have a place to stay since her pay had been cut off a couple days ago when the local Starbucks shut down and I knew she didn't have may family even in all of Europe. After we finished ear placed our dishes in the sink and Ashlen stared to stay behind and wash them and I decided I should help since it was our apartment. After the dishes were washed me and her went back to the lounge to find Phil already enfolded in the TV as Death Note played. After about ten minutes Ashlen had passed out on the couch and me an Phil decided we should turn the tv off and retreated to Phil's room to snuggle before we fell asleep in each others arms as we usually did.

AUTHORS NOTE- I'm sorry I take so fucking long to come up with new updates. I have no motivation to write. I'm sorry please don't throw things at me. I will update soon though. :3