when I'm with you (phan fiction)

Chapter 7

Dans POV
I could tell phil was worried about me as Ashlen going out alone. I didn't understand why though I mean Ashlen wasn't like that and me and Phil were beyond serious about our relationship. It probably had to do with the last time I got piss drunk though. Let's just say it was fucking awesome and me and Phil definitely won't forget that night anytime soon. But it wouldn't be like that with Ashlen. She was almost four years younger than me and I had already planned a life with Phil.
On the way there me and Ashlen talked about Phil and how serious our relationship was and how cute Ashlen thought it was. I wanted to pop the question to her now but knew I needed to wait and didn't want to scare her away.
Once at the bar I took a couple celebratory shots with Ashlen and some guys who'd just got a promotion at work. Then I just took a martini and sat in the corner while Ashlen prepared more shots for the creepy middle aged men. After about four more Martinis ontop of my shots I was pretty fucking drunk and started slipping in and out of reality.
I couldn't think strait. All I could think about we're all the hot chicks walking around. Big tits. Small waists. That's all I saw. I pedofiles dream. But this wasn't a dream and all I wanted was to get laid tonight. I walked up to the bar to order one more drink before I chose my babe.
"Dan? Your piss drunk." Said a strangely familiar voice.
"W-who sayssss" shit. My speech slurred. I looked at the girl talking to me. She was fucking hot. Or what I could see was. My vision was blurred but from what I could tell she had boobs, not too big, but boobs; a small waist and average sized hips. She was the girl I wanted to put my dick in tonight.
"Dan can you wait five minutes till my shifts over then I will take you home to Phil?"
Phil. Shit. That was my boyfriend. I think. I wanted to have sex with this girl and she was gonna take me to my boyfriend. What a chick she was. Not.
"How bout we go someplace else. Somewhere we can be alonneee" I asked her once more.
"Dan. Just sit down for a couple minutes and I will be right back."
That wasn't a no; that wasn't a yes. So I sat down hoping for the best and chugging down a sour drink someone never finished, hoping it wasn't spiked.
What seemed like forever later she came back and grabbed my hand to lead me to wherever we were going.
"We going someplace special?" I asked hoping she had an apartment far away from Phil.
"Home." She told me. As much as she seemed like she wasn't going to, there was something in her eyes that told me she wanted to fuck as much as I did.
We caught a taxi and she gave the creepy man the address. I placed my hand on Ashlen's upper thigh.
"Where are we off too?" I pleaded again.
"Dan stop. This isn't right. We're going to your place to see Phil."
Not this Phil talk again. I couldn't believe she would keep bringing him into this.
"No. Lets go somewhere we can be alone." I leaned in and kissed her as passionately as a drunk man could. She didn't pull back. She didn't even flinch. She kissed me back as though I wasn't even drunk. Then pulled away.
"Dan that never happened. Your drunk. We've gotta get you home and in bed. Your tired, you just don't realize it yet..." Ashlen told me quickly trying to make me forget that she had kissed me back. I couldn't stop now. I knew she liked me to some extend and I wanted to go all the way right now. I leaned in to kiss her again but she pulled back and wouldn't let me. Then we pulled up to the flats and she half dragged half carried me inside.

Ashlen's POV
Dan kissed me. That was all I could think about as I urged Dan up with stairs to his flat. My guilt ridden face was bright red and I couldn't even look Phil in the eyes as I told him Dan was drunk. I made sure to excited that part of the story. Dan tried to cling to me as Phil drug him into his own bedroom. I couldn't fuck this up now. I had to pretend this night never happened. I couldn't break up my favorite youtubers no matter how cute they were. Dan was drunk and made a horrid mistake. That's all it was, that's all it would ever be.