Patricia
*flashback last week*
Me and harry are inside the his car , infront of my house . We just got here from craigs which is ex girlfriend taylor came and made an scene that harry had been cheating on me all this time , at first i didnt believe as i saw some proof that taylor and harry are still on ... It broke my heart so badly
"Patricia ..i dont know who can i say this but erm baby i am really sorry
I just i-i fuck i cant even explain why did i cheat on you"
"Cant explain ?? BULLSHIT! You lied and you fucking cheated on me ! And you cant fucking explain !? What did i even do wrong to you !? I loved you and i fucking trusted you !!!" Tears streams down to my cheeks and i felt harry's hands goes to my shoulder but i shrugged off .
"Baby- i know i know and what i have done is a fucking mess , i am so sorry baby please forgive me ..please" If i forgive him he will think that its okay
And yet again i knew i fucking knew he will do it again every guy who cheats did it all over again..
"How long have you two had been together ??" He looks at me
"What ?"
"Answer the fucking question harry"
"I cant answer that i probably hurt you-"
"You already hurt me ...not physically but shitty mentally" Ironic Shit
"Patricia ...what i have done is really really so bad and fucking hurt as hell but believe me i regret everything , cheating on you made me such an ass"
"Your avoiding the question styles"
"FUCKINGHELL wanna know how long huh !? 4 YEARS !!! Fucking 4 years ! Since you became my girlfriend! I cheat because I still loved taylor ! And you !? Fuck your nothing but a piece of bitch that i only use so no one suspects that i am still with her !
I only use you ! I never ever loved you until now patricia , what i am doing now is trying to get you back because
Bloodyhell I had fallen for you ! I love you now ! Thats why i broke up with taylor yesterday which is REAL !"
He punched his car which made me jump a little . I had enough ...
"I cant take this shitty games of yours"
I got out of his and he follows me , he grabbed me by my shoulders and faced me
"You cant fucking end this ! I love you now and what me and taylor had is done as fuck- patricia please dont do this to me ! Please...please"
"Your sick and i am so tired of you fooling , hidding , lying and cheating on me ! Its over harry ! Were over !
Go fuck your exes as you always do
In 4 years" I slapped him and get inside my house , and then i cried
After all this time ? I was so fucking stupid ! I feel so dead inside ...so fucking dead . I dont even wanna talk to anyone right now ..
-//-
I was lying on my bed , watching netflix
Which is Forest Gump movie which it didnt made me laugh or showed an emotion . I wish i could forget everything i wish that i should never trust him even i still loved him so much
"Honey.." Mom came into my room and giving me an worries look
"Whats up ?" I ask her as i snuggle on my coat
"I am being worried of you patricia ,
Its been a week and paps and press are all over the house wanting to see you and honey i know that break up thing really did crush you but dont crush yourself too much" she strokes my hair back and placed a kiss on my forehead
My mom is Cher Davies she's an reality tv star her real name is Khloe Roylands
She was only 20 when she married my father who is an famous race car driver
/racer George Elton Davies "elton" as he was called , dad was 27 . I was there first child i am the eldest of all , but everyone thinks alexa is the eldest because she is married and had a son named George Tyson Davies-King her husband is no other than Tyga K. I know the famous Rap artist he was 25
While Alexa here is 19 when they got married . I am 22 now soon to be 23 i am staying at my mom's for a while
Coz i dont wanna go back to my apartment yet , harry's stuffs are still there so elton my younger brother have to take care of it . Elton is 17 his full name was Prince George Elton Davies The 4th named after our grandfather
Plus our parents are divorce and its really hard when birthdays , holidays and other get together because mom and dad wont even talk or say ho to each other .
"Is she okay ?" I saw alexa with my godchild Tyson
"What brings hot mama here ? With her boy ?" I weakly smiled at her
"You need me and tyson is begging for me to see you and besides T is on tour"
She lay down beside me and put her arm around me
"I know how you feel but dont kill yourself okay ? Enough is enough and i miss my big sistet who is jolly"
"She's dead now" I added
"Is Pat-pat okway ? Momma ?" Tyson crawl to my bed
"Patpat is fine even its not but right now patpat is good because your here plus your Hot Momma" He giggled and hugged me .
"She'll be fine ty , patpat just need an party up" She laughed
"Honey ? Your brother called that harry already move out to your apartment do you want me to drive you there or-"
"I'll just use my range rover mom"
"Are you sure your okay ??"
"Mom i'm fine...okay ? Its time to get out there since that fuck up day happend" i said
"Momma patpat said a bwad word !"
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Little Irwin A.I
Hayran KurguI never expect that my first born was the first child of the famous Ashton Irwin .
