Ashton
"Ashton every fans wanna know that about the rumor of you and your girlfriend briana are over well its to say something before anyone could make another rumor about it" The boys starts looking at me , a rumor a fucking rumor that says me and my girlfriend are over ..
"Its true.." I look down
"Can you tell us what happend ?"
"Thats personal you know" Calum speaks up
"Cal its okay , *breathes heavily* i caught her having sex with a friend of mine on my fucking house" all of the people in this room shut there mouth , the tv host named Fred was shocked ...
"I am so sorry if i had to ask you about that-"
"Its fine , everyone wants to know right ? Its your job to make us spill details for money its not your fault anyway besides look at me i am a fucking mess and i dont know why she did it , my innerself of broken and what i am feeling right now is something that i dont want and affraid to happend in my life- i'd loved her so much and there is a point that i would left this band for her because i would do anything for her ... And now its over
Were over , she's nothing to me but a
Mentally harmful person and a memory" My tears starts falling down to my skin and the boys starts comforting me , Every girl wanted me to be there boyfriend but i choose her
Because i loved her so fucking much
And now i am a completely broken and a huge mess
"I'm sorry ashton" Fred said
"Next time dont fucking ask personal things that arent ready to be express or to answer yet fred- were leaving" Luke says towards to fred
"This interview is nothing but a bunch of mother fucker bee's who wants to buzz out all the details on my mate's personal life i hope your happy asshole" michael in the other hand added up
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Were back at the hotel , we left the interview forcefully . Luke , michael and calum are outside talking to john
Who is the manager of our band , i am lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling , thinking what should i do to forget ? I felt so broken and hurted these past few weeks i tried to forget but i still cant forget .
*flashback*
I'm finally home , fuck i cant wait to see my girl ! I missed her so much
Today i am ready so ready to propose to her ! She's my everything she's my world and i am ready to spend mu whole life with her- i stopped when i hear noises from upstairs which leads to pur bedroom , noises which i dont suppose to hear but i still hear it
Moaning , banging and groan
I open the door and what i have see
Is something really really fucking unbelievable
"What the fuck is this !?" Briana turns around with a shock and the man that she was ridding on was- kenneth my friend from Ireland
"Ashton !?- i oh fuck baby" she gets off and grab the blanket and go towards me
"Baby i can explain and its not what you think-"
"THEN WHAT !? I SAW YOU BOTH HAVING SEX ON MY BED ON MY FUCKING OWN BED !!- And you ! You piece of shit ! You were my friend and this !? YOUR FUCKING MY GIRLFRIEND !?" I make a few steps as briana told me to stop
"Man look i-i she told me thag your both nothing! And she says that you bored her out of bed and-"
"Is that true ?" I look at briana
"Baby no baby his lying" she looks at me
"Man that what she told me"
"I AM SUCH AN JERK FOR LOVING YOU THEN ... I WANT YOUR STUFFS AND YOURSELF OUT OF MY HOUSE
I WASTED MY TIME MY FUCKING TIME FOR YOU ! I ALMOST LEFT THE BAND FOR YOU! I TRUSTED YOU AND I LOVED YOU ! AND THIS !? ARE YOU REALLY THAT PERSON WHO THINKS I BORED YOU OUT TO BED !? HOW COULD YOU !?-FUCK IT !" I yelled at her
"Ashton- please"
"I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR LOAD OF SHIT BRIANA WERE OVER , I WANTED TO GIVE YOU THIS RING BUT I GUESS YOU JUST SHOWED ME THAT YOU ARENT THE GIRL THAT I SHOULD SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH. .." I walked out of this room and head off
Next day i was drunk and locked myself up on my room here at my mother's place . I had been drinking since last night and the boys tried to call me but ignored them and so do
Briana's call and messaged .
From Calum
Ash ? Hey buddy i have known what happend please text back i am worried about you and so do the boys man
From luke
Dont hide yourseld ash , dont drunk yourself up and just please let us know your safe
From Michael
Were here for you man , your our bro and were here to comfort you and join you whatever your doing or feeling right now ...call us
From a blocked number
Ashton please forgive me ! I love you and i am so so so sorry baby please
I miss you and i love you so much ..
I ignored them , let me breathe let me be alone let me thinking let me be peacefully let me be sad and fucked up
And especially let me cry out everything ...
"Hey ash" john came and sat down beside me
"Do we have some interviews and shows ? I'll get ready and be outside"
I told him as he shook his head
"Ash , i cancel all your shows today and so do the rest of the week"
"W-what why ?" I ask him
"You need to be alone you need a break ash , your broken and i hate to see my boy in this situation" he rubs me back
"Thank you john"
"Dont thank me , thank the boys and you had one week to spend some time alone- and tell me where ever you want to go and spend that week of yours coz i'll make sure you get there"
This is for my own good
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Little Irwin A.I
FanfictionI never expect that my first born was the first child of the famous Ashton Irwin .
